Little Lyn - The Nonsense Girl

JB WITH HUBBY :)

2008-11-12T04:29:00.000-08:00

monday early in the morning guo rong from malaysia with one of his friend came in singapore to fetch me and hubby . :) very tired . no choice . me and hubby need to get something done . yes, now it is done . one burden off our shoulder but, feel rather sad cus we lost something very precious .

in the afternoon we check in to Crystal Crown Hotel . slept till seven plus . and hubby brought me to eat seafood . and after eating we went to the nearby shopping center Shop "N" Save to buy some staff back to the hotel . and we spent 100plus ringgit luh . lols . and most of them is all my tibits and stuff . haa .

midnight, ah yang came to find us . and we went to eat roadside CHAR KWAY TEOW . yummy . its so tasty . b'cus it is along the roadside the food b'come 很有味道 . haa . talk cock awhile and we went back to hotel and ah yang home sweet home .

as usual i fall asleep while watching tv . hubby wake me up 5plus early in the morning . making me so pissed . argh` gou rong and friend fetch us back to singapore . once i reach hubby house . i continue my sleep again . woke up 2plus and hubby bring me out to have lunch . after back from our lunch . hubby do house work and again im back to my sleep again . haa . these past two days sleeping is what i do .

anyway, really have fun with hubby . and im bliss to have him .

♥ 我爱你,李凯杰

imissyou :(

2008-10-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

我很想你, 老公 !

salon life :)

2008-10-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

been working all these while . tired* but happy . haa . cus my salon too many jokers . yes, get pay already . and now waiting for com . :)

perm hair done by stylist WAN

perm hair done by Darling :)

i drew this ah pek when i was so sians during work . nice anot ? haa .

saw my boss drew this pic on the appointment book . so i copy him and drew it on service and product receipt . haa .

DARLING . iloveyou

JERRY :)

act cool only this two .

WAN :)

these three, dont know what they trying to do with my hair .

REBONDING*

henry and chris :) happy hor you two .

wash and blow dry

you all think hair show ? lols .

almost done .

anyway, thanks guys for doing rebonding for me . :)

premier cutz . happy salon .

2008-09-21T07:09:00.001-07:00

life in mine salon is just like going to chalet . laughing the whole day is what i do everyday . special thanks to WAN and Darling KAIJIE . they're always talking about "ampoliak" and "i feel no pain" . and you can really laugh till you tears . but guess you guys dont understand de joke . haa . but anyway, its really fun hanging out with them .

went to Cinealeisure with WAN, Darling KAIJIE, HENRY and HENRY girlfriend on friday . watch a show called "BABYLON" . that show is really terrible luh . tmd . dont even know what the fcuk the movie is all about . and this WAN teaching KAIJIE how to drink a bowl of soup faster . and he took a straw to drink it . and his damn face is so funny . and as usual, i laugh till i drop tears AGAIN !

been laughing every single day . im turning crazy soon . and yes luh, tmr is mine OFF DAY ! winkwink*

LYN :) cam-whoring again !

watermelon bubblegum is nice luh . lols .

after work . look at their face . lols .

recept . stylish . technician . these two really spoilt image . haa . act cute siol .

dont misunderstand okay . its a prank luh . lols . its their sudden action .

this is J.PNG senior stylish :)

Darling KAIJIE again . :)

My Retarted Technician HENRY :)

mine rusty blog turn alive ! yea

2008-09-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

its been long since i blog, yea ? heh . computer break down and now it is fixed . heh . been working in mine new salon for almost two weeks . love the enviroment love mine colleagues . they are all really really nice people . mine colleague CHRIS will fetch me to work everyday except for rainy days and his off day . and KAIJIE will always say "Morning, Darling" without fail . lols . and he wuld help us buy food when ever he is free . as for WAN he will always help me to sell products and consult customers . lastly, HENRY will accompany and guide me along when im in the salon . ooops . miss out J.PNG, he's the one who cut mine hair . and mind boss ALEX, really dotes me and takecare of me alot . love these peoples and love this salon . cherish*

haa . many many pictures i've uploaded . and yuh, i've been meeting up with mummy lately cus she work damn near me . its like a few shops away ? haa . and i miss mine xuanxuan . =(

okayokay . im damn tired now . gonna get some rest . anyway, once its over will it be able to retrieve back ? when one party is changing for the better, the other party will just leave . speechless*

CAM-WHORING !

mine current hair :) done by J.PNG

CHRIS :)

he's like some giant when standing beside me . lols .

DARLING KAIJIE :)

joker of the day . make me laugh like crazy everyday .

HENRY :)

he did this perm for me .

WAN :)

another joker . just look at his cramp face and you will know . haa .

BABY XUANXUAN :)

MUMMY :)

2008-09-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

as usual went for work early in the morning . so painful, mine left eye swollen . rather no mood . caught in the rain in the morning . feeling a little sick . had mine breakfast with henry and J . freak it, i think i eat too spicy for breakfast le, and i have stomach upset for the whole day . argh`

stupid J trying to cut mine hair off . thats it . he said my hair is too long . he asked me to cut short . actually, i dont mind cutting short . but i just worried short hair dosent suit me at all . asked henry for some comment . he said "huh, dont luh . why all recept come here hair long long, then let stylish cut until short short . long hair better" . then im confuse now . tmr maybe J will help me do temprary perm if he's free . thanks huh . lols . and stupid bomb-ing okay . lols .

today, not much people . and i start to play mine Solitaire again . everytime they see me play game, they will always say "yao si ah, wan game" . lols . i play infront of boss he also dint say anything . lols . dont care the camera . tio caught then say . lols . haa . nah, better not . this job i like it alot . later tio pok i cry . haa . but im just too bored .

anyway, today whether so shiok luh . but too cold liao . haa . so good, tmr baby take MC . envy, can sleep all you want . argh` nvm, i hard working earn money . heh heh . dont know why suddenly dint see baby this few days, i miss him alot . simply just too much . no no.better dont miss him too much le ! later he sians and dats the end already . lols .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

PREMIER CUTZ

heh, Solitaire again .

yea, congrats . i finally won after so many tries . score very high okay . 530 hor . haa .

SPAMMERS ARE COWARD !

2008-09-01T09:02:00.000-07:00

went to ZOUK with shady kor and three of his friends on saturday . turn off, so turn off . the music there wasnt nice at all . R&B, Techno, Trance and other stupid music was all mixed togather . lousy DJ . lols . and to mine surprised i saw anna, michi and long nu' . stupid long nu' thou i dint report to baby . i did okay . and he gave me the permission . yea . see, i know he trusted me . (=

home sweet home around 6.00 a.m . bath, rest awhile and i went to meet baby at 7.30 a.m . cus baby missed me . and on the other hand i missed him so so damn much . accompany baby sleep till 4plus . when im awake, im so shocked to see the time . its like so late already . heh . iron mine dearest baby unifrom until neat neat again . it seem to be mine duty and weekend routine . he must be happy, that i dint complain at all . cus iloveyou baby . you know one luh hor . loving each other more and more each day . happy, heh .

STRIKE 12.00 a.m . its 1st Of Sep 2008 . and its our

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY !

really, feel happy during these 31days i spent with him . and to say i never regret being his girlfriend, althou there's quite alot of troubles, arguement and quarrels . BUT, now its all over ! no more lies and no more doubts . baby said "dear, nothing is more important then loving each other" . not to say i totally dis-agree with him, but he left out something . NO TRUST, NO LOVE too right baby ? baby, i know you're really a nice and sweet boyfriend, really . and i know you will hao hao zuo ren . i believe you leh . only sometimes i playful, nothing to do . so take you and ka luh . haa . but also dont mean it one . you should know fairly well, how much you meant to me . you're mine everything ! hee . okay, now wait for 1st Of Oct 2008 huh . and might recieved something on that day . wait patiently okay ? ahh haa .

as usual, give baby morning call today . went back to sleep awhile, wake up and went to work . and yes, i dint work at CenterPoint Spa, but at mine favourite Suntec High End Hair Salon . so sudden, to recieved alex call on sunday . and he ask me to report to work the very next day . and im like overjoy . so i break this news so happily to mine baby boy . but in the end he scold me crazy . lols .

work for today was very good . colleagues treat me very nice and take care of me well . haa . met up with mummy meihong for dinner . cus she work so near me, just a few shops away . so happy . lols . one whole day dint eat, wait for mummy till 6plus then have mine first meal . touched anot mummy . haa .

after work, went to meet baby at TAKA to watch LionDance . haa . i only managed to see only the last team . but its okay, most importantly is i managed to see baby . 想死你了啦 ! baby so sweet . anyway, the last team wasnt that bad . good one .

home sweet home at around 11.00 p.m . so tired and shek already . come back bath and prepared to call baby that time . he called, and told me mine blog tio spam . qi si wo le luh .

stupid kiddo at home nothing better to do . seat in front of their com, view people blog, judge people and spam them . really very free . their parents simply just brought them up with such a poor ugly morale . quite pity you actually . by doing these, you trying to be retarded cus you seem to be like jealous of me, a ugly person as you say . come on, if you love mine boyfriend . this is not the way to voice out luh . search for his number and tell him muh . mine blog is not for you to confess leh, aiyo . you dont have any human sense meh ? or if you want to say me, say it infront of mine face muh . cus, you like to say i have a ugly dog face . so, i really want to see what type of animal face you have . and dont think i dont know who are you okay ? so many people already suspect is you liao . so, for the time being i think you better keep low profile luh huh . dont do thing in the dark cus only cowards do that . "em mo gui gui xu xu luh lei", understand cantonese ? but i think people like you only understand "tio lei lo mo hum ka cham" cus you are so LOW-CLASS !

okay, thats all . im tired already . tmr got to work . not like you, kid . so free, seat infront of ur com everyday and judge people . i got other better things to do . anyway, i know you want to disgrace me . BUT, these will be the first and the last time i will be entertaining you . so spam all you want . cus i know mine baby and mine friends wont take what you say in their hearts . so dont be a clown here, trying so hard to make me laughs . haa .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

innocent okay .

2008-08-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday really went home and had a fierce fight with mine MONSTER daddy . freak it . mummy was damn sad luh . dont mean to . all is he started it first . non of mine freaking business .

come home already so shek . still must face these bloody problematic thing . no proof no nothing dont come and say me luh . go court also must have evidence leh . idoit . waste of mine bloody time .

im so lucky to have a good brother and a good friend whose willing to do anything for me . who really take good care of me . thanks so much, and a sorry to you guys . causes so much trouble in the middle of the night .

baby, trying to be funny . he say im lying . lazy to explain also . question he asked . i answer him one word one word . no mood luh dey . like that liao you still suspect me . what the . sher mer lan loh .

met korkor downstair, and yea, he nag at me as usual . come on luh brother . spare me will you ? not in the mood for anything yesterday .

home sweet home at around 4.15am . when everyone is sound asleep like dead log . shek luh .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

all burn up

2008-08-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

these few days, went for many interviews . and yea, i got a job as a recept in CenterPoint Spa . its not a simple job working as a recept there actually . quite stressful . no choice, bear with it till next year Jan or Feb, then i going to work at Suntec High-End Hair Salon as a recept too .

next week, i got to work from monday to sunday . damn it . no off for the first week . and mine weekend is all burn up . freak it . lesser time to accomapny baby too . but he dont mind . lols . nah, he wont miss me, i also will miss him luh . tmd . mei liang xin siol baby .

wuh, sians si ren luh . weekend all burn up . but that dosent stop me from going clubbing and all . who cares actually . dont forget im a kiddy, yea ? lols . and i love kiddy palace . haa . simply just for babies . (=

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

mine blissful day

2008-08-24T23:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday was raining so heavily siol . but yet, i still went to baby house . its damn far luh . but cant believe i took train all alone to bukit panjang and back to tampines without any COMPLAINS . qi ji sial .

baby damn sweet luh . as it was raining he came down to fetch me with a SMALL umbrella . and he scared he wuld fell down when walking down the slope . so there's this maid standing there, using the public telephone . baby took off his slipper and ask the maid to look after it . and yea, he was bare footed luh . soooo cute and sweet okay . haa . my first boyfriend who fetch me with an umbrella . okay, i know this is nothing . but every little thing he do . can really make me happy and feel so blissful .

reached baby house around 6pm ? hmmm, then later help baby iron his uniform until straight straight . em yuh, main purpose for coming baby house is helped him iron his uniform and secondly accompany him . people say i very free . travel all the way there to iron uniform . haa . i very good de okay, hor baby ? lols .

home sweet home around 11pm . he was like nagging and saiko me to accompany him until next morning . but im so lazy to go home in the morning luh . argh` keep saying i so late then reach his house then accompany him a few hours only . blah blah blah . poor boy, giving me that pathetic face of his . heartpain sial, BUT in the end i still home sweet home . ahh haa haa`

but anyway, baby realising you can really be sweet boyfriend . poor boy, got to work until 10pm today . humpf` endure endure ENDURE baby ! yea ! heh heh . always be there for you, heh . iloveyou .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

Sweetheart 18th B'day

2008-08-22T23:42:00.001-07:00

went to celebrate sweetheart b'day yesterday at E-hub K-box . haa . saw zhe, qiang and meihong mummy . so long dint see them . freaking miss them sooooo much . haa .

as usual cutting cake time, you should know what happen to sweetheart luh . haa . especially when our joker nelson and darren is there . one thing to descibe her . POOR THING . lols . but anyway, the cake smashing part is the fun part . haa .

poor zhe and qiang, helping us to clear up all the mess we've done . so good . zhe still can say he very good and considerate one . haa . yuh, its true luh . dont know when will be our next gathering le loh . haa .

okay, im rather pissed and lazy to blog . let these picture do the saying :) lols . anw, will be uploading more pictures when mummy is free =)

I MISS YOU, MUMMY ! haa .

sweetheart, dont sad . cake smashing only . one year one time luh dey . haa .

sister :)

zhiqiang, you dont kei siao hide away from mine camera leh . lols .

the messy mess done by us .

I MISS THIS BESTIE ALOT ALOT TOO ! heh .

bestie, you damn xin fu siol . lols .

von, you so cute luh . haa .

Zhiqiang :)

this picture damn cramp luh . haa .

so cute . friends for 6years . cherish :)

i lost another video . its okay, i think i get it from someone elsa then upload again :)

have fun with baby JAYDEN !

2008-08-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

was so surprise that yesterday korkor suddenly appear at mine house . haa . wait for me to finish preparing and off to mine nerby nail spa salon for interview . supposed to fetch mine little sister but culdnt make it cus the interviewer was late . after interview, then we wait for his mummy and daddy fetch us go SIMLIM and buy his bass set .

and baby Jayden came also . soooo cute sial . keep disturbing him . but he culdnt be bother with me . guess he culdnt recognized me le . haa . keep playing with him while kor and his parents are discussing which bass set to choose .

when we're about to leave, bestie came and look for us . so, we then went to EastCoastPark Blue Lagoon and had our dinner . his daddy was so damn busy when he's eating, cus Jayden keep running here and there, and he got to carry him back over and over again . culdnt have peace while eating . lols .

so, after i finish mine dinner . i went to look after Jayden . very tiring, he keep run here and there, and i got run after him . and he's damn happy luh . though i playing catching with him . dats it . looking after a kid is not easy after all . argh` but he's so damn cute . haa . keep throwing and kicking the coconut to somewhere and want me pick it up for him . ):

after dinner, we went back to Jeremy house . damn scary . the three of us was playing pillow fight in his room then suddenly i told them i saw something . but actually i see nothing luh . haa . just want to scare them only . Jeremy was so freakout luh . omg` so gay can . haa . then i decided to tell them the truth, and now the two of them wasnt freak out anymore, but chase after me and want to whack me . dats it . started throwing pillows at me, then i heard one sound . i through it was kor trying to be funny . but he jump up . and i was the first to hide at the corner of the bed . three of us sat down there so quietly . nobody there to switch on his light . yea` im the brave one, cus i went to switch it on .

it was getting late . so me and bestie home sweet home . and Jeremy went to sleep with his sisters . stupid ah gua . lols . okay luh . kidding only ah . you want angry only can angry A LITTLE only hor . lols .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

baby, what you trying to do with a lighter and a pack of cigg huh ? haa .

dats it, you take mouth cancer cigg .

yuh, give korkor okay ? then i buy another pack give you . haa'

rich baby, GUCCI handphone strip .

see what ? i also wont take ur coconut luh dey .

sick sick sick

2008-08-20T00:12:00.000-07:00

staying at home the whole day . getting so sick . and i missed my Mcflurry Oreo . haa . better not eat anymore . lols .

sigh` so confused . so lost . i guess i've already put mine everything le . and i guess its too late to turn back for anything . and a few sweet talks, i can like PEACE with him and forget everything . so useless` what the hell am i doing ? if im always like that, then i will always be the one getting hurt . no no no ! i dont want ! im scared of those pain and it reminds me about those scars ): i know that forgetting her is not easy . but if you culdnt forget her, why not get back with her ? will it better for all ? why cant we be like other sweet couples ? so loving, so sweet ? why ?! dats it, feeling like tears-ing again . why am i so weak and so soft-hearted ? pissed* mummy mummy, why you born me out to be so weak, soft-hearted and so kiddo ?

sigh` baby asked me to go find him . and everytime i wuld give excuses not to go meet him . i really wished to go and find him and accompany him . but he's dat sort of guy who really cant meet so often as, he wuld be sick and tired of his girlfriend very soon . really miss HIM so so so badly ! ):

我爱上一个不该爱的人 !

one wrong step, and there's no turn back .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

sick and tired .

2008-08-18T23:00:00.001-07:00

went to Cinealeisure with korkor . haa . its been really long since the two of us go Town together . went there to caught the movie "MONEY NO ENOUGH" . damn freaking funny luh . and at the end it was damn sad . so many people cry . including me . but i cried A LITTLE only okay ? i laugh the most . haa .

bought our tickets and we went to Suki Sushi for our dinner . damn freaking full . full till i can vomit anytime anywhere . lols . stupid shady . keep make me laugh and laugh . cus he want to make me vomit . dats it luh you . haa .

after movie, brought some donuts home . and we went to FarEast . wanted to get mine mini skirt . but, when we reached there . most of the shops were closed . so in the end, i got a eye-lash, eyelash glue and eyebrown cutter . haa . went to MAC Cafe to have some drinks and chill a little . dint have mine Oreo Mcflurry cus im down with a flu . and the feeling is terrible . after our drinks, we HOME SWEET HOME . yea`

sigh` back to him . called him just now . and dont know why out of a sudden he lecture me . he said many many things . and many many hurtful things . and yes, i did cried . i kept quiet . i dint argue with him . cus i think there's no point for me to do so . and i think by arguing back will make it even worse . then i think kept quiet is the best thing to do . im just feeling so sad, feeling so speechless in what he had said . wondering, if you know im such a girl, why in the first place you still want me . since you said there's so many girls better then me, why not you go and be with them ? im a person who laugh damn easily and i hardly get pissed or angry . this is me . im not like her . im NOT fierce . and he compared me with other girl again . which i dislike .

you dislike certain things and so do i . you have feeling, i dont have meh ? until now i guess you culdnt forget her . and you say till like i never make any changes like that . ur friend want play . mine fault iszit ? i try to avoid them already . not as if i dint make any effort . when you zui ta lan . you wuld say "dont know you luh, whatever luh" which i hear already also very pak chek . must as well i keep quiet and you do the saying . better off for the both of us also . im always in the wrong and you're always the saint . im really damn speechless le . also very chim xim le . i think i say chim xim too many time already . you hear le also sians . but still, i got to say .

feeling so sick already . and now i feel so sad and terrible . everything i do also wrong . when i do something right . you will never ever say . you always look at the nagative side of me .

do you really love me ?
do you really dotes me ?

do you really care about me ?

do you really care how i feel ?

do you treat me as ur girlfriend ?

can you please dont hurt me ?

can you respect me ?

i will listen to what you say, then will you listen to what i say ?

can you clear mine doubts ?

one sided love will never last . sigh` starting will always be so sweet . and when it gets longer . problems will start to come . then you like to hong, why still want have girlfriend ? answer me, why ?! expect me to take it cus this is you ? then can you take it that this is me ? but anyway, from now on, you want to say i what what what blah blah blah, go ahead . i wont get pissed or angry ! cus everytime you say me . i also dont feel angry but SAD ! and i sad i also wont really show out . so you can carry on . even if i really get angry i also wont throw temper on you already . and lastly, i really love you !

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

Rating 5*

On the way to fetch korkor :)

Cinealeisure :)

SUKI SUSHI

DONUTS DONUTS`

YUMMY`

first time took a cab with TV in it . yea, i know i very sua ku . and i was playing with the TV through out mine whole journey back home . haa`

Dinner with Bestie and Supper with Korkor

2008-08-17T22:26:00.000-07:00

met bestie for dinner . after dinner went to slack at bestie void deck . cus kor called and he say he wanted to come down . and so we waited for him .

me and bestie was like arguing about cigg . cus i want smoke MENTHOL and this bloody KUKU want to smoke REDS . so while i considering what cigg to smoke, i cam-whore with bestie . and can say he's rather pissed off . b'cus i cam-whore until the mini-mart CLOSED . and he keep scolding me an asshole for making him walk back to the coffee shop . sorry luh dey . haa . but can you like imagine he wad forced by me to take picture for like about half and hour ? haa . and now we got to walk back to the coffee shop and buy cigg . so, in the end i gave in and we buy L&D REDS !!

went to bestie place . wanted to watched mine Incredible Tales but stupid Olympic cut away mine show . fcuk` and i waited so long for nothing . that's it . cam-whore with kor when he reached . lols .

while slacking . korkor say he wanted to vomit white form . and i asked why, he say he's freaking hungry and yet i still keep taking pictures . haa . okayokay . then we head to MACDONALD and bestie home sweet home as he got school the next day . as usual i ate Oreo Mcflurry AGAIN . and i've been eating it for past three days . and now im down with a flu :( poor me .

anyway, after he finished his food and then we went to slack and have a few sticks . and we HOME SWEET HOME . so shek` oh yuh, and this stupid Gene bomb mine phone while im sleeping . argh` stupid retarded boy !

and now got to get myself prepared and accompany korkor go Cinealeisure .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

left this photo out for the precious post . :p

LYN AND JOSH ! BESTIE BESTIE

i din't bully you hor, bestie . dont give this face leh .

bestie, bully me . humpf . lols`

can we like dont smoke NEXT REDS, please bestie ?!

yea` standing tall . ahh haa`

come, littlehair continue to grow and grow .

can you somehow feel im missing mine baby kenken ?

LYN AND SHADY ! BROTHER . SISTER

kor, i know we're freaking innocent . BUT, still mine baby gonna kill me loh ! lols`

yea` 7 years brother :)

he's damn fcuking hungry siol !

em` can i have OREO MCFLURRY and add extra topping please, thanks :)

that's it, the onion ring damn BIG luh !

its all b'cus of you .

2008-08-17T01:33:00.000-07:00

when to find baby . get mine belt and all . long journey . damn shek . lucky sweetheart accompany me . haa . so it wasnt a boring journey luh . haa . stupid boy of mine damn bad okay . he feed me eat his medicine when im not sick at all . still can say . "want die toagther die" . dats it luh baby .

when to Enter. joseph, kenny, sweetheart and baby . me and sweetheart went there just to go arcade and play DDR . lols . dats it . so many guys standing at the back looking at us play . as usual luh . di siao siao us . haa . after one game we went to MACDONALD and buy our Mcflurry again . same thing . one GreenTean Mcflurry for sweetheart and a Oreo Mcflurry for me . lols .

hais . quarrel with baby yesterday . feeling so lost . wondering what the hell did i done wrong . not i dont want to let him listen the phone . just that im talking something damn serious . dats why i dint let him hear . not as if i was hong-ing .

wanted to talk to him nicely . but in the end he dont bother at all and keep msging . no point clinging on him either . so i just walked away . and i talked to the rest of the people . damn shek . happy happy then sad sad go back . what the . spoilt mine day everything . argh` fcuk up !

baby, why dont you let me go if you dont really love me ? or why dont you let me go, if you want to hong . im not like her, can tolerate mine boyfriend to hong . sorry, i really cant do it . i dont want you to keep lying to me . and i dont want to keep question you either . damn sians de loh . no guys like their girlfriend to always question them also tio bo ? then you tell me what am i supposed to do now ? argh` you dont always say "dont know luh" or "whatever luh" . hear liao also sians ka buay si de leh dey . okay luh, fair enough im not a good girlfriend . before i love you even deeper . you let me go . at least i wont feel so hurt leh . 我真的很爱你, baby ! 可是你却不知道 . 而我就这样傻傻的爱着你 ! feeling very terrible and lost . although we been togather for only 17days . but do you know, i love you from the day we started calling each other 宝贝 ? guessed, you dont know right ? but anyway, for the passed 17days when i was if you . i really feel damn happy and bliss luh except for yesterday . and never regret loving you as mine baby .

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

i lie awake at night

see things in black and white

i've only got you inside my mind

you know you have made me blind

i lie awake and pray

that you will look my way

i have all this longing in my heart

i knew it right from the start

oh my pretty pretty boy

iloveyou

like I never ever loved no one before you

pretty pretty boy of mine

just tell me you love me too

oh my pretty pretty boy

ineedyou

oh my pretty pretty boy I do

let me inside

make me stay right beside you

i used to write your name

and put it in a frame

and sometime I think I hear you call

right from my bedroom wall

you stay a little while

and touch me with your smile

and what can I say to make you mine

to reach out for you in time

oh my pretty pretty boy
iloveyou
like I never ever loved no one before you
pretty pretty boy of mine
just tell me you love me too
oh my pretty pretty boy
ineedyou
oh my pretty pretty boy I do
let me inside
make me stay right beside you

Oh my pretty pretty boy

I love you

Like I never ever loved no one before you

Pretty pretty boy of mine

Just tell me you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy

I need you

Oh my pretty pretty boy I do

Let me inside

Make me stay right beside you♥

Girls day :)

2008-08-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

met sweetheart at Downtown today . watch 12 Lotus . quite a touching show and also rather funny luh . and its the first time we're watching movie togather . and we took the couple seat . yea` haa . met her friend Ronald awhile and she saw her CUTE SHAWN . i tell you, she's damn excited and happy okay . haa .

then sweetheart, me and ronald went to have a FEW PIECES OF SUSHI . yuh, i know is damn budget . lols . after that me and sweetheart went to arcade and play DDR . omg` so long dint play le . play until gastric pain . haa .

went to MAC to buy our ice-cream . on the way back to the cinema . we saw TIMOTHY and FATT . haa . finally see his botak face . lols . while enjoying our show half way . this bloody baby of mine called sweetheart . and he was like nagging again ? whatever luh . dont know luh is all he wuld say . anyway, used to it luh huh . yawns*

finish our movie . and i went outside to have a few puffs and we met sweetheart cousin vanessa . and sweetheart went to get her cousin to help her pierce her smiley . dats it . slack slack and slack . and we saw 4 HUNKS . faint* handsome si ren le luh . haa . and soon home sweet home . so shek till i cab home . very broke now .

hai` i went to disturb baby . but i failed to do so . he was so damn calm . argh` he still can call me and laugh . what the . what a stupid boyfriend i have . em . i should put it as he wont care for mine existence luh . so sad . but anway, i still love mine irritating boyfriend luh huh . haa .

got to meet baby tmr . and i know dats the end of me . he want to beat me . im so sacred ! come luh . NO SCARED luh dey . lalala` okay, getting a little crazy here . and you stupid baby . happy ah today. nobody disturb you hong today . haa . I WANT BACK MINE BELT ! after i get mine thing and dats the end of YOU ! haa` iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

em . Rate it 4stars ?

sushi we had . before we went for our movie . budget right ? lols .

we sneak these into the cineama . oh yuh, plus mine OREO Mcflurry and sweetheart GREENTEA Mcflurry . haa .

can you like imagine . what mine sweetheart trying to do ? lols .

yuh, i know she's trying to be funny . and ILOVEHER !

interview :)

2008-08-15T00:33:00.000-07:00

went for interview ALONE at CeturySquare . and can say it is freaking a waste of mine time . bloody hell want me to sign contract . crazy` i will not do it .

well, got to find new job AGAIN luh . shek . damn tired . argh ` went to slack at the salon where i used to work . kinda miss the place and the people there . haa .

very very tired . meeting sweetheart later . haa . i guess she's crazy again . sprouting nonsense while talking to me on the phone . but i just loved the way she's crazy . so fun . haa .

this bodoh baby . dont know what the fcuk he's doing . comfirm hong-ing again . called him . and he dint pick up . qi si wo le` went back and sign in to my MSN . saw him online . dats it . fine fine . oh yuh, never forget that he make me wake up at 2 a.m just to call him . argh` called him . in the end he say . oh, its 2 o'clock already ah ? okay, dear call me wake up at 6.15 okay ? byebye . argh` stupid boyfriend of mine . really can make me die of heart attack . qi si wo . qi si wo . QI SI WO LE LUH !

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

went for a walk .

2008-08-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

after taken mine dinner . i meet sweetheart at interchange to get mine pay . then we went to shop around . cus sweetheart want to get herself a pair of eyelash . but eyelash in "THE FACE SHOP" and "MISSHA" is either out of stock or she dont like the design of the eyelash .

went to buy baby, his stupid handphone strip . and i buy myself a DURIAN PUFF ! yumyum . been eating durian this few days . haa . going to fall sick soon . keep eating heaty stuff .

nothing better to do . i bought a decorated tape . looking at the tape, and was wondering, why i buy this tape ? and what am i going to do with it ? i took out mine lighter from mine pocket . neh` and this is what i do with the tape . nice right ? i modify mine damn lighter with that cute tape . althou is rather act-cute doing all these stuff . but im happy with it . haa . lalala`

modified lighter . gonna keep it =)

took some picture before leaving house . heh`

can you imagine how much i love you .

hurt hurt HURT !

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

Don't know how long we can last .

2008-08-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

we just been togather for like only 14 days ? and yet i feel-ed that he's already sick and tired of our relationship . not going to tell him these . or he gonna say i think too much and all . used to talk to me everyday during his working hour . wtf, now he tell he want read story book . fine with it . read all you want yuh . he's having mood swing today again . and keep want to argue with me . and im like keeping quiet try not to argue so much with him . i dont want quarrel . dont want arguement . dont want dis-agreement . dont want objection . all also dont want . arggggghhhh ~ i just want PEACE ! i just want to LOVE you !

yuh, i know im not a good girlfriend . but i've already control mine temper when he's trying to argue with me . and trying to coax him is not easy at all . maybe some other girls can make him happy or smile . i used to be the one to make him laugh and smile whenever he's sad . but, think i cant do it anymore . feeling so sad luh . sigh ~

just tell me you're SERIOUS or NOT SERIOUS ? i only want to know dat . and dont hurt me please . i dont want history to repeat .

anyway, finally i found a manicurist job . and it is at CenturySquare . so near to mine house . going interview at 1pm tomorrow . wish me goodluck yuh ? haa . but, im going expect for low salary . sigh~ cause i forget mine manicure steps . argh ~

iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

going crazy at HOME !

2008-08-13T02:52:00.000-07:00

ahhhh ~ going crazy soon . so boring . been sitting in front of mine com for like around 5hours ? and talk to baby while .

this stupid baby . keep miss call me . called him . talk less then 10mins . put down again . so i decided not to care him anymore . so i went to bath and blow mine hair finished, saw mine handphone have bloody 5 MISSED CALLS ! its BABY ! expected he's going to say i HONG HONG HONG again . called him back . that's it . less then 5 mins got to put down again .

mummy when to pray pray . and she came back le . brought DURIAN ! yummy ~ so i went to steal some durian luh . baby keep calling me . and i keep kapping his phone, until he's so dulan . one msg came . obviously its from him luh . guess what he say . he said "hong somemore, eh nvm take your time dey" . what the . eat durian b'come HONG ! yuh yuh . i HONG MINE DURIAN can ? lols . stupid boy .

you think i so free like you meh ? HONG HONG HONG ! baby HND luh you . haa . no luh . i know you VERY SELDOM hong already . VERY SELDOM only hor . not NEVER ah . means you sometime still got HONG hor . lols .
iloveyou,KENTONGPENGHONG♥

cam-whoring in mine room :)

now, i going to fetch mine stupid small sister come back . yawns*

Peace Peace :)

2008-08-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

whatever whatever . this is what baby always say . since the person its not me . then it is very good . heh . means i dint do anything wrong also .

做人就要开心, right ? one more friend is always better then one more enemy . PEACE is always the best solution . and if you dont want to PEACE . then its okay . its ur choice, its ur life . i wont force you also . :)

hmmm, i remember i never say anything bad about you le after i make friend with you . never try to dig out the past and say right now, IF you're doing so . cus you will have hatred . and if you have hatred, you tends to make wrong decision and make wrong move which you may regret .

seriously, i only love mine baby KEN TONG ! and his the ONE and ONLY i have . and in future what happens i guess also none of ur business tio bo ? you love ur boyfriend and i also love mine boyfriend . so, we mine our OWN relationship . and stay happily ever after with our boyfriend . treasure the time we have with them now allright ? hope there's no more ARGUMENTS from now on !

PEACE PEACE OKAY ? :)

LOVES*

Things Are Getting So Out Of Ways !

2008-08-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

i read her blog . and saw what she wrote . and i was like thinking . what the hell did i done wrong . i never ever though of getting togather with her boyfriend . we're merely just close friends . thats all . those chemistry is all the past .

i know she wasn't happy whenever she see me . she said dont called her boyfriend any names . cus she dont like it . fine with it . i know its really uncomfortable . i promised her not to call him any name anymore, and i kept mine promise . but till now, she still not happy .

okay, i know she dosen't like mine presence . but what can i do ? mine boyfriend wants to meet me also . we both will miss each other at times just like them . everytime when i see her . i dont know what to say dont know what to do . want to talk to her, but guess she wuld freaking just ignore and answer in a cold tone . then whats the point ? and most importantly, I NEVER EVER STEP INTO THEIR RELATIONSHIP ! and get the definition of THIRD PARTY clear, third party means that another girl want to snatch away her boyfriend . but am i snatching her boyfriend ?

please, im already ATTACHED ! i dont want let mine boyfriend and his brother to be in difficult position . baby said no matter what happens i must be calm and talk nicely . and yes, i did . im damn calm and friendly already . but still things dont work out . how how how ? can anybody tell me please ? im already giving in . there's always a limit to everything .

next, dont know what happen to mine sweetheart . drifting further and further . very sad sial . hais ~ not i dint want to call her . is at dat time i got many things to do until i forget to give her a call . work schedule all so damn messy . headache haedache . im really sorry sweetheart . i love mine boyfriend as well as you also . things are now so getting out of ways .

anyway . i quit dat bloody job . looking for new jobs . wish me good luck . heh =)

10th-11th Aug 2008 - Celebrating mine 18th birthday

2008-08-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

went to meet mandy at Gombak . took a cab down to Bugis Shaw Tower meet up with the rest and had our steamboat dinner . haa . everybody was complaining hungry . lols . sorry guys . dont mean to be late . lols .

anyway, the steamboat restaurant service is getting worse and worse . last time when i was there, their service was quite good . dont know why b'come so lousy . guess the workers there had change . lols . bear lychee water got insects . haa . he was like complaining and nagging through out the whole dinner . damn funny .

after dinner, we went to BoatQuay RAB BAR to celebrate mine birthday . drink really alot alot . expected, to be drunk yuh ? lols . too long dint touch liquor le you all still bully me .

strike 12 . cut cake time . make wishes . blow cake . and you should know what happen luh huh . cake smashing time . credit goes to mine girlfriend leonie and stupid brother shady . mastermind is this stupid 13 . lols . anyway . this is the fun part . poor waitress . got to clean up the whole pub b'cus of us . lols . sorry ah . haa . one year one time muh . lols .

after cleaning up ourself . mandy and i cab back to west side to meet baby and she went back home . sorry girl, too drunk le . lols . baby came down fetch me up . and this stupid baby keep shaking me . and yea, in the end i still vomit . argh ~

went to bath and was rather awake . came out of baby house to slack with jam, ron, kenny and all . get bullied by joseph . poor me . stupid boyfriend never help me . humpf .

nice anot the soup ? lols .

on our way to BoatQuay .

five-ten with Rayson . ahhh . want bluff me drink liquor right ? lols .

wearing bracelet . thanks brother =)

thanks so much guys . for those presents and cake . it was a enjoyable birthday for me =)

what you guys see until so happy ? share can ? haa .

thanks so much girls .

sweetest present eva . birthday kisses . soooo sweeeet ~

wishing wishing wishing ~ wish i win 4D ah . lols . nah . i dont play lottery . haa .

i dont even get a chance to eat mine 18th birthday cake . special thanks to mine beloved brother shady and beloved girlfriend leonie . you two huh . very naughty . lols . nice one anyway . haa .

thanks bro =) really love this bracelet .

thanks alot sweetie pie mandy . =)

BASHING !

thanks to stupid Joseph ! =) idoit .

heh . credit goes to mine beloved baby boyfriend . thanks hor baby . =)

next day, early in the morning . accompany baby to Polyclinic and freaking wait for about 2hours luh . argh~ so tired . after he got his MC . and we went to his station to endorse . and the whether is pissing me off .

both of us was so damn hungry . so went to GreenRidge to had our lunch . after lunch . went home and toh until 7plus then wake up . order MAC and its baby treat . heh . and wait for one hour plus then our food come . baby is like keep nagging and nagging . cus he's damn hungry .

accompanied baby till 3am . and i HOME SWEET HOME ! tired ~

8th Aug 2008 - Cemetery Night

2008-08-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

woke up at 4.30am . went to work . straight after work . rush home . pack mine stuff and all . and went to baby house and ton . its like freaking one hour plus trip luh . omg ~ and baby its like freaking nagging at me . keep asking me to hurry up . and thanks . i forget to bring mine towel luh dey .

saw baby . soooo happy , huggies and kisses before any words utter from our mouth . haa . get changed . and wait for little sam to fetch baby and me and the others at Enter. and off we went to guan .

reached guan le . some busy bringing down joss sticks and kim zua go down put at the lorry . and the rest helping ah hao to invite ah pek come . and yea . ah pek came . ah pek pray to all those other gods in guan then off we went to the cemetery .

reaching the cemetery . damn eerie okay . it was so cold . baby and some guys went down the lorry and dont know do what thing at the gate of the cemetery before we could went in . we went to one spot of the cemetery side and do all those procedure for the seventh month .

me, baby, liyin, jiayi, joseph and some others took some joss sticks and prayed to each and every tomb stone . what the . its the first time im doing this luh . and im rather sacred . lucky baby was with me all those while . so sweet .

praying half way . there's these group of people came . they are from the API . i dont know what it is stand for . but i know there are here to take pictures of those thingy and put it in their websites, newspaper or whatever .

after praying and everything . we went back guan and invite ah pek go back . and im damn hungry okay . one whole day only eat one bloody sandwich . and haa, luckily everyone also quite hungry . so they decided to go for supper .

supper supper supper ~ yummy . supper finish . we went to Cinealeisure and we saw one guy freaking look like JayChou luh . lols . and they kept following him and disturb him . haa . disturb finish already . we went to Changi and see ah gua . -.- dats it i know it is very retareded . spin a few rounds at Changi and we went to EastCoast to smoke and decide where to go later .

conculsion, HOME SWEET HOME . yes luh . me and baby is like so happy luh . lols . go home bath and sleep like dead pig .

come JZ(s) pray pray . =)

Jam bag damn cute luh . i cant stand it .

Long'nu . joseph . lyn . liyin . jiayi . Long'nu happy only ah . lols .

bee and mine darling baby .

yea, next day its National Day . me and baby wake up in the afternoon, stone awhile . bath and everything and we watched that stupid National Day Parade at HOME with baby, kenny and his girlfriend and baby aunties ! stupid boy, he's soooo lazy to go anywhere . argh ~ *kick*

anyway, im sooo happy i can accompnied baby till monday . happy anot baby ? idoit . we dint take a single photo of the two of us for the past THREE DAYS ! *arbish* whos fault you tell me ? haa .

Aug 7th 2008 - Shopping and Entertainment

2008-08-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

met sweetheart at interchange . brought some clothes . haa . so happy . baby is so sweet . still can tell me to buy what i want . not enough money tell him . as long im happy can already . qian bu shi wen ti . lols . iloveyou luh dey . haa .

then meet korkor for dinner at STONEGRILL . haa . so nice and the enviroment is like damn romantic . heh .

after dinner . we went to TEO HENG KTV and lalala~ . after lalala ~ korkor suggest to go for
billiard . then off we go .

at around 1plus . HOME SWEET HOME ! and called baby . as usual he's like nagging . questioning why i so late go home and bla bla bla . anyway . i loves his nagging . at least he cares .

yummy~ DELICIOUS DINNER . thanks korkor . =)

caught you korkor . what you trying to do ?

heh . cam-whoring . little lyn . =)

having period . having mood swing .

2008-08-05T06:16:00.001-07:00

having my stupid period now . mood swing like fcuk . always attitude baby b'cus of stupid things . and he was like giving me all the while . feeling so happy . BUT of cus he still will get angry luh . so there's still a little quarrel here and there these few days . but still we get along very well . =)

sorry baby . i've already warn you i will get irritated these few days b'cus of mine period . you still come kei me . bear with me a little okay ? i really really try not to attitude le hor . you should know okay ? i really good girl le neh . just now talk to you so sweetly as you request from me . heh .

today get up early in the morning for work again . tired tired tired ~ and today is daddy birthday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINE BELOVED DADDY ! hoho . you get one year older le . OLD MAN ! lols . bought daddy a v-neck TEE today . but i was too tired, so dint take a picture of that TEE .

daddy love it . =) sooo happy . had our dinner outside and its mummy treat . haa . sweet wife huh . daddy persist of eating KFC but mummy dont want . so, to make it fair and square . we go and eat what mummy wanted and we buy daddy KFC back home . yummy yummy . going cut cake soon . and it's DURIAN CAKE . yum yum ~ food food and cakees for today ! shyt ~ so much calories . but its okay . long long one time . wont die one . haa .

baby i FAT you wont MIND hor ? lols . nah . i wont get fat . even if i grew fat i will slim down again . ahh haa . no worries okay ?

before went to take a shower . cam-whore a little of myself . lols . *wee* durian cake i'm coming . LOLS .

Lyn was "REDEEMED" by KEN TONG BING FENG on 01.08.08 . LOLS . must keep me safe and lock me in your heart okay baby ? haa .

daddy . you're 38years old NOT 30years old . just admit you're old, will you ? nvm . i help you poke another 8 more small candles okay ? lols .

make a wish . yea ~

i know what mummy doing . she's saying iloveyou to daddy . hees =)

MUACKS ~! eee hee . soo sweet and loving .

this is the best part . haa . mine KFC . yummy .

lastly, im damn freaking FULL now . argh~ i feel like vomiting . nvm . have a break have a ciggarette . lols .

east to west .

2008-08-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

took a train down to Panjang with sweetheart . and i spent my day with mine darling baby ken . sweetheart simply loves to bully him . haa . and i dint bother to help baby but just kept laughing and laughing . ahhh ~ and he's like freaking nagging at me luh for not helping him .

at night went down with sweetheart and regina and buy food for baby and beibei . after dinner, off to Jurong Enter. with joseph, jam, beibei, baby and sweetheart . play pool and lan . then home sweet home with baby and beibei . soooo happy .

finally, we're back home . =) everyone had their shower and were all resting . this stupid sweetheart suddenly complained she's hungry . and me too was so hungry . baby was always being so lazy . but he was just so sweet after i pester and add on to some nagging for a min ? and he agreed to follow me down . when i finally like brain-wash baby to go . this sweetheart chu pattern . she lazy to go down BUT she's complaning hungry . and well, baby and i went down to help her buy sanwhich . okay . on our way to 7-ELEVEN . baby was like nagging a little .

baby: " wuhlao, dear i dont go down this timing one leh . then you ask me come down . now what time already still eat eat eat " .

me: " sorry luh baby . mouth itchy what" .

baby: " mouth itchy . next time must let you early sleep already, or you mid-night sure find things and eat" .

me: giving him stupid face . lalalala ~

came up . ate our sandwhich . baby watching tv and browsing newspaper . beibei inside room sleeping . this sweetheart . eat too full already . and she start disturbing the two of them . went inside room and scare beibei . took beibei boster and act as machine gun and make baby . and yuh, baby reaction " SIAO ONE !" as usual . im laughing again .

everyone was so tired . cus is like 3plus in the morning ? yawns~

woke up at around 12plus ? baby auntie cook porridge . and we had our porridge . yummy yummy . so nice . cus i guess im hungry . lols . dirty mine pants while eating, so i went to toilet and clean . floor was rather slippery and i almost slip and fall . but luckily mine balancing is good . so dint fell down . but beibei saw i almost fall . and he keep laughing at me . argh ~ and keep saying "wuh, beibei you do matrix ah just now ?" irritating luh you beibei .

sweetheart using com in baby room . and she was like browsing baby comments . and yea . we caught him hong hong hong . but i guess the comment was like a few weeks ago ? but i just get a little angry . cus he keep saying he dint ask for msn . BUT fact is he got ask . baby keep coax me . but i just ignore him . after he knew he cant do anything to make me happy . he just lie down one side and kept quiet . seeing him feeling rather upset . i suddenly feel so heartpain . hug and kiss him . and he kept saying sorry . makes me feel like crying . i know he dint mean it .

home sweet home at around 6pm . and we took bus 67 . and its like freaking 1hour30mins bus journey can . seat until backside also pain loh . but i really really love sweetheart accompanied . you must always be with me okay sweetheart ? heh .

TO BABY: baby, i know you love me alot alot alot . i really can feel it . cus you always give in to me . just like yesterday night . i know you dont accompanied ur girlfriend go down buy things to eat in the middle of the night cus you're tired . but for me, you eventually still went down with me . yup, you did say you will treat me diffrent-ly from ur ex . and i know you really really did . i want to last long with you baby . and i really love you from the bottom of mine heart . the time we spent togather is really too little . but hoping that dosent b'come a obstacle in our relationship . baby ur nagging is not irritating at all . instead i love to hear you nag and nag and nag . sooo cute . i know i always ask you shut up and stop nagging . but these words is i used mouth say one luh dey . so you can continue nag even i ask you SHUT UP . haa . i love ur kisses and huggies . hee . sooo sweet and loving . sleeping in ur warm huggies really make me feel so blissful . just like xin fu de xiao nu'ren . haa . okay . i know im like some kiddo . sorry luh . mummy born me out like that . what you want me do sial . but too bad . no matter how kiddy am i . you still love me . and the more kiddy i am the more you cant bear to scold and angry with me . ahhhh haa . caught ur weak points baby . but i know when you're TIRED, HOT, STUFFY . you can really be one attitude problem fcuker . lols . but its okay . cus after you cool down . you still will talk to me sooo sweetly . heh heh . baby you must dotes me okay . and i really miss you alot . when can i get to see you again baby ?! when when when !? nvm . it will be soon . keeee ~ okayokay . i know you missed call me already luh deh . want me call back . still dont call you back soon, when you pick up phone first word you say wont be "hello, dear ah" . you wuld say "HONG HONG HONG. HONG SOMEMORE " . eh eh baby . before i go . I REALLY LOVE YOU LUH, KEN TONG BING FENG ! lalalala ~ kiddy girlfriend you've got . too bad so sad . haa .

simply miss you baby :) when can i see you again :( you move house leh ! haa .

mine stupid dumb beibei .

sweetheart and me in LRT . photos photos . while me and sweetheart taking photo . baby is like keep laughing . dont know FOR WHAT ?! lols .

baby ask me to look at this uncle BIG photo frame . guess what is inside his photo frame ? ITS MONEY MONEY ! dear, come lets go rob him . anything happen you responsible okay ? lols .

TIRED !

2008-07-31T22:49:00.000-07:00

woke up early in the morning . met sweetheart and went to work . stand for 8 hours and off, we went to PS for our JEANYIP interview . okay thats it . pay damn little .

argh ~ soooooo tired . and this sweetheart start to photos photos photos . =p heh heh heh . reach home . and i fell asleep in last then a min ? LOLs . realising im getting more and more like PIG ! cus baby say i can really sleep for a long hours . eh dey, try to wake up as early as me nah . stand for 8hours . see you will b'come PIG anot nah when you reach home . haa . lalalala ~ alibaba dear .

i miss him alot :(

2008-07-22T21:56:00.000-07:00

baby started to work le . hmmm . when he dint work . im like meeting him only once a week . now i dont know must wait how long then i can see him le . really miss baby alot .

he's always so sweet . when he goes to work and when he knock off . he will msg me . without getting me worried about him . and when he sleep he wuld give me a call asking if i had taken my dinner and all .

ahhhh ~ baby i miss you alot .

talked to sweetheart, kenny beibei and zhenci yesterday night . sweetheart feeling so vexed nowadays . and she get fever for the past few days . poor sweetheart . dont think too much allright ? no matter what it is . i will always be there for you and respect whatever decision you made okay ? :) smile sweetheart smile . it hurt to see you like that .

WHERE'S MY HAPPY LITTLE SWEETHEART ?

HAPPY SWEETHEARTS <3

and i met sweetheart again . yea ~

2008-07-19T02:33:00.000-07:00

met sweetheart around 7plus . went to TampinesMall buy present for her friend . then off to century square for our dinner . met jofri and ah yong . slack at MAC .

decided to go pasir ris . met MOON and JAROL . then guess where we went ? ITS BANGKOK THAI DISCO ! haa . moon taught me some thai language .

"mai aw" means "NO!"
"pa pao mai" means "ai sio kan mai ? (HOKKIEN)"
"pom tai" means "father die"
"kun suai mak mak" means "you're very beautiful"

the rest i forget liao . lols . haa . stupid moon . teach me all these funny language . and home sweet home around 4.30 . tired ~

ah yong . you si bei extra leh . wuhlao . haa .

ah yong . your stupid finger, point what point ?

at Bangkok Thai Disco . ah yong your fingers again . argh~

sweethearts :)

2008-07-19T02:03:00.000-07:00

met sweetheart early in the morning . she accompany me to ITE to get my cert . and then off to town for our interviews . met bi after our interview . and we went to eat and slack at town .

night time . me and sweetheart met korkor and play muhjong at his house .

home sweet home at 4.30 =)

happy little lyn :)

2008-07-15T04:09:00.001-07:00

i met sweetheart yesterday . and its been so long since i met her . i miss her alot . and she accompanied me to fetch my little sister . haa . and both of us suddenly think back our secondary school life . so funny and retarded . lols . after fetching my little sister back . sweetheart and me went to 844 and have our dinner . and then meet daniel at tampines . :)

meet baby le . and we head down to DOWNTOWN and meet jinlian . poor boy . complaning he's hungry . and so we went to MAC and had his dinner . stupid sweetheart keep making him laugh . and im really happy that the both of them are getting along well . haa . oh yuh . she make me laugh until i choke also . haa .

after sweetheart met jinlian . slack awhile . and we accompanied jinlian to wait for her bus . cus me and sweetheart suddenly got the ki to walk home . haa . daniel accompanied us walk all the way from pasir ris back to tampines . he is always so sweet . came all the way down from bukit panjang and look for me . and he never eva complain at all . and he's sick loh . ask him dont come down liao . but he insist of coming down . no choice loh . so stubborn him . lols . okayokay . i shall stop now . haa . back to yesterday night . we walk until sweetheart house there and we decided to slack at her block . home sweet home at 5 ? soooo tired . yawns*

and yea . meeting sweetheart and daniel again on tuesday . keeee ~

to mine sweetheart : sweetheart, i hope we will damn good close sweethearts one day . i really enjoy your accompany . and i really miss you alot . when i received ur msg just now . i was so happy you know ? really damn happy . and you're always so sweet . you teach me alot of things . i hope im dat sweetheart that you will share ur sorrows and joy with me . haa . and i always will share good things with you de . never leave you out . so no worries . keee~ our da niao say you very funny and very friendly . good thing you two get along DAMN WELL and im very happy loh . haa . we will soon work togather . yea . i want stick with you forever sweetheart ! NOV Genting okay ? haa . cant wait to spent my everyday with you .

photos photos . actually took alot of photos . but i delete delete until left so little . humpf . lols .

can you see i love my sweetheart ? :)

sweethearts . and its so sweeeet .

photos on 10.07.08

2008-07-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

before leaving house :)

last photo took before leaving my house :) heh

steamboat at bugis

at outside TOP ONE KTV

kor kor is xin fu de loh :)

outside TOP ONE KTV with leonie

mandy . leonie . lyn . yanyan outside TOP ONE KTV

yanyan . lyn outside TOP ONE KTV

mandy . lyn outside TOP ONE KTV

mandy . lyn smochies*

lyn . mandy inside TOP ONE KTV

leonie b'day at cinealeisure K-BOX 2007

leonie b'day at TOP ONE KTV 2008 . ahhh haa . any diffrence ?

lyn . leonie inside TOP ONE KTV

lyn . leonie *booboo*

leonie b'day at cinealeisure K-BOX 2007

leonie b'day at TOP ONE KTV 2008 . looks like mandy got no diffrence . lols .

korkor is xinfu de loh .

look at dat yaya . dont know what she doing .

at TOP ONE KTV

Beauty Therapy Girls :)

yaya . yanyan . mandy . leonie . lyn *sweet*

at LIQUID

mandy . yanyan . xueli . leonie . lyn at LIQUID . joey why are you caught candid .

xueli . yanyan . mandy . lyn . leonie

xueli . yanyan . mandy . lyn . leonie . look at mandy she's so happy !

everyone so damn HAPPY ! haa . enjoy alot with you girls . muacks :)

recent :)

2008-07-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

wednesday 09.07.08

went to meet mine dearie leonie . and its been so long since i met her . and we're celebrating her b'day today . heh . catch up alot with her in the train while we're on the way to bugis to meet yanyan and mandy . haa . and im complaining that im hungry . haa . so the three of us when down to have our STEAMBOAT DINNER ! wee ~ haa . lols . and then jeremy kor came down to bugis and join us in a while .

after eating . kor suggest that we go for a k-box session . and yes . everyone agree with it . so we went to TOP-ONE KTV . okays . thats it . there very ex loh . but kor treat . yea ~ haa . kor very pissed with us . cus we keep photo photo photo and never sing . cus TOP-ONE damn nice luh . wuh lao . we like some suan ku . lols . keep taking photo non-stop with leonie digital-camera . lols . singing half way thru . yaya came . wee hee ~ we missed you bitch . and after she came . we photo photo again . lols . kor is like . wuh, he pay money come here is for us to take photo not sing song . lols . dont angry luh . there very nice muh . haa .

after KTV . we went down to boatquay to meet leonie boyfriend and friends . haa . so many people . ma chiam bi zui bodoh . and we head down to liquid . open two bottles martell . and yes . me and mine b'day girl get high . lols .

ding ding ding ~ its 12 . cut cake time . sing happy b'day song . took photos . and then cake smashing time . im not the b'day girl i also tio . wuh lao . so bad . and everybody was rushing and fighting for the toilet to clean themselves up . haa . and poor liquid . we mess the whole pub with cakes . and you know what ? the cake is nice okay . and they take the nice strawberry cake smash and throw . lucky i smart . me and mine stupid mandy ate some of the cakes before we throw at people . lols .

after that we went to Golden Cafe to slack . and they order many CUPS of beer . not bottles . so weird . and this 13 . jio me drink the whole cup . beer leh . eeeeyer ~ er xin loh . he keep say i bo ji cus i dont want drink . i see he bei sai liao loh . but in the end we play five-ten . lose one drink whole cup . wuh lao . in the end he drink the whole cup and VOMIT ! sai loh you . very smelly leh . aiyo . still dirty people floor . and when he's drunk he keep saying "AUG 11 ! AUG 11 ! we all go down ZOUK give her toh" . wuh lao . still want buy cake smash me on my b'day . then still want give me toh ka bei lin chu . ma de . I BAN YOU ALL ON MY BIRTHDAY, bodoh . haa . i mean 13 and friends . lols . i sacred bodoh .

after all those nonsense and craps . me, randy and qizhi went down to mart to slack first . and joey they all came down around 4 am to join us . and i home sweet home at about 5 am . tired . and im smelly loh . all those creamy smell on me . argh~ all 13 fault . sabo me .

upload photos once my girlfriends send me :) heh .

Tuesday 10.07.2008

stone at home the whole day . and talk to baby until 4 am . and get into my sleepy head in less then a min after hang-ing up the phone . yawns~

Friday 11.07.2008

baby liar one . actually want to go club . kei siao say dont want . in the end still go ZOUK . dont friend you . heh . no luh . hope you enjoy yourself nah . but i want play MIA with you . let you nervous awhile . haa . :p

feel being love :)

2008-07-01T23:36:00.000-07:00

yes luh . finally found him luh . heh . em . althou jus knew him not long ago . but just felt he's very caring . haa . its been long when i really fall for someone . hope i wont judge wrongly this time round . no more blows .

frankly speaking im rather sacred . but hopefully i can overcome it . argh ~ i guess not all guys are bad ? or am i like freaking lying to myself ? but anyway . in my heart i still love him .

wondering how older guys treat their girlfriend ? do they save their girlfriend name in their phone as dearie or whatever just like we do ? or they think is something silly to do ? will they celebrate their anniversary ? do they call their girlfriend names ? argh ~ so many question running . so which mature guys want to clear my doubts and understanding ? haa .

backkkkkk :)

2008-06-21T05:20:00.000-07:00

hello . im back my bloggy . its been so long since i blog . all b'cus of these damn computer of mine . break down again . and finally it is fix . yes luh . im not bored ler luh .

hmmm . feel like changing my blog skin . but im lazy to do so .

and lastly, i miss my boy . argh ~ he's always so busy . but he's always so sweet to me . loves :)

cousin birthday .

2008-06-05T07:23:00.000-07:00

it was my cousin 21st b'day . haa . finally he got the key of freedom . boring . i like got to wait for 3 more years then i got that bloody keys . but i prefer 18 . better . sweet and young . lols . my xiao gu and daddy will sponsor for my 21st b'day . haa . so nice and sweet of them . seriously . i love them lots and bits luh . okay look at those pictures i took during the chalet and the cakes war . lols . haa .

first day of chalet . that's my sexy cousin . haa .

second day of chalet . early morning come see my cousin sleep until like that . haa .

zhi hui and george . awww . so sweet and gay . LOLs . george dont try to hide ur face and laugh luh . you've done a proud thing you know ? and zhi hui dont think i dont know you also laughing ahh . haa .

korkor . happy birthday . haa . later you're going to have a hard time . heh heh heh .

hello hello . im taking photo luh . you look at which pretty girl ? dont ti ko luh

haa . that hand is my daddy hand . and guess what he's doing ? he's pushing the candle down and disturb my cousin . naughty daddy . hee .

my daddy and xiao shu . this two very naughty . still disturb not enough . want disturb somemore .

wei . who shake my hand ? i want take a picture of his cake face . argh ~

wow . sweet mummy cleaning her son face . she feel so heartpain to see us bully her son . haa . shen shen . one year one time . its okay one . haa . btw . its a touching picture . sweeet . :)

eh . korkor . okay anot . dont cry . we haven play finish . still go second round man . haa .

this cake let my daddy, shu shu and xiao gu play until like that . very bad condition . haa . half of the cake gone you know ? wasted .

just now family play . not its korkor friends . look at that edmund (white shirt and one hand in pocket) evil smile . he's just waiting for chance . another naughty one . bully my cousin right ? i will help him take revenge on ur b'day . you die . heh heh heh .

sharon and korkor . one to one cake war . eh . huixin and her boyfriend . stand down there see show huh ? haa .

end of those photos . after one whole day . its a tiring day . but very fun . and thanks edmund tan jian hui for fetching me home . i very got manners one . hee . okay . end of blog for today . goodnight bloggy . :)

fun and laughter .

2008-06-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

28th may 2008 (Wednesday)

early in the morning went out . came home in the afternoon . rest and bath . meet xiao lao gong zhiwei at tampines . eat Fish and Co . slack until 9 plus . accompany xiao lao gong go do things . sweetheart khronee called . and i meet her and von at tampines macdonald . slack and talk cock . many rubbish and craps to say . cus too long dint see them already . after an hour . eric msg came . ask me when am i . and i say i was at tampines . just nice he was there too . so he came and fetch us . then we head down to bedok 85 for a drink . eric and his friend louis went for haircut at Jean Yip in the afternoon . and they are not satisfy with the hair cut and everything . and keep complaining . then this eric want to go home wash hair . argh ~ so we went to louis house . cus he want to bath also . after their bathing and washing of hair . we then meet one of their friend Mr Idoit . funny name right ? haa . after that we went down to selatar camp to blow wind . see those three boys throwing stone . so stupid and funny . and Mr Idoit dancing sexy dance . lols . damn funny . haa . around 4am . everyone went home sweet home . btw . seating in louis car is like seating in a roller-coaster . we are like flying to which ever corner he turns okay . haa .

Mr Idoit sexy pose . like show girls advertising car . lols .

Mr Idoit you're always so sexy loh . HAA . pose still want smoke .

29th may 2008 (Thursday)

feeling so tired when i woke up in the evening . but still i went out around 7plus with von, khornee, louis and eric . we went to SIMPANG meet Mr idoit and have dinner there . after dinner . Mr Idoit went to meet his friend . then the 5 of us decided to go cinealeisure to catch a movie . in the end no movies to watch . cus some movies i've already watch . and some movies von and khornee have also already watch . the timing of those movie that everyone hasn't watch before is like not right luh . so we decided to watch DVDs in louis family car . so off we went to bedok to change cars with louis brother . drove to Pasir Ris to watch DVDs . what an activity right ? lols . and the place where they park the car have many funny people . we can see cars engine on but headlight off and there's people inside okay . guess what they doing ? haa . you know i know luh . lols . after 2 plus we home sweet home .

30th may 2008 (Friday)

around 9plus went to meet xiao lao gong, dusk and one of his friend at boatquay to have dinner . after that we went RAB BAR to drink . then around 2 hours later . stanley, sixi, gabriel and three others came down too . haa . too many people . no place to seat . so xiao lao gong decide to go other pub . of cus i follow my xiao lao gong luh . so me, xiao lao gong, sixi, stanley, gabriel and three others went to WAITING BAR and drink . then later part . da jie came down to look for us follow by dusk and xueli . then i went to WHITE BAR awhile . cus daniel, alson and kenken was there . so went there with xueli to entertain them awhile . and go back to WAITING again . and around 4plus home sweet home with gabriel and the rest went to eat their supper . tired sial .

dusk . lyn at RAB BAR

xiao lao po . xiao lao gong at RAB BAR

31st may 2008 (Saturday)

jerry called me in the afternoon ask if im intrested in working at his hair salon as a recep . without thinking i readily say okay . so i went to bugis to buy skirt alone first . then meet xiao lao gong at CityHall MRT Station . cus he accompany me to go for interview . so sweet right ? haa . then jerry meet us somewhere near SUNTEC and he bring me up the salon for interview . and YES ! i got the job . so happy . start work on wednesday . actually start work on next monday but boss just called want me to start work asap . humpf . no more playing lerh . boring . haa . the salon is so beautiful and high class . i guess i will love the job . cus good pay . good boss and good colleague . there are all so friendly . okay back to xiao lao gong . lols . after interview xiao lao gong bring me go eat SAKAE SUSHI . after eating . guess where we go ? argh ~ BOAT QUAY again . meet xueli at ACCESS . haa . my bestie sister going to be the ACCESS lady boss soon . wow . haa . then i went to WAITING BAR to look for jerry and jason . after entertaining them me and xiao lao gong went to LIQUID with xiao bai and two of his friends . then sixi came down at two plus to look for us . after finishing the MARTELL at LIQUID . we went down to RAB BAR to drink cus dusk coming down . after drinking louis and eric came down to BOEAT QUAY to fetch me . haa . so touched luh . then we went PASIR RIS PARK slack awhile . and then we home sweet home at 6am . tired . very very tired .

sick :(

2008-05-27T09:56:00.000-07:00

argh . fuck luh . im so damn sick again . keep coughing and coughing like crazy . wanted to go and sleep . stupid tattoo so itchy until i wake up . blur blur walk to the livingroom . saw my daddy and my siblings eating macdonald . haa . and of cus i went over to steal some food luh . cough like siao still eat macdonald . seem to be like tired of living . lols . haa .

wee ~ guess got to work soon . around the mid of june . yes . im going back to my busy life again . so fun . lols . haa . missed that asshole . wanted to find him luh . but sick . humpf . he's like so damn sians loh . poor boy . talk to him in msn will die . he keep trying to nonsense with me . and talk rubbish . lols .

just did extraction . lols . so painful and so damn red . humpf . lols . i know im like crazy . doing extraction in the middle of the night . okay . thats it . my face got to have some scars for a certain period of time . no face go out already . got to lock myself at home . argh~ the pain is fcuk up . but bearable . what nonsense am i talking . forget it . i think im just too nonsense . lols . shall end here before i get more nonsense .

goodnight . sweetdream . miss you . love you . muacks . to my bloggy . lols . and to dat silly boy luh kay . haa .

drinking .

2008-05-26T01:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to RAB BAR with zhiwei , vynn , dusk , kin and xueli . but vynn dint drink . like such a good boy hor ? but he's not . he very gangster der kay . i scared . lols . haa . okay . as usual . a bottle of martell luh . but yesterday got extra 2 jug of beer . 1 jug of beer is FREE . cus they say zhiwei very handsome . waitress give us free . lols . argh ~ anyway beer is so eeee . haa . but in the end i still drink some .

yesterday we played five-ten . BUT . its two vs two . dusk and xueli . me and zhiwei . haa . dusk play . xueli shout . i play . zhiwei shout . of cus with zhiwei around . we are like abit owning luh . lols . but its so difficult to play loh . file so easily . argh ~ play and play and play . and we finish every single drop of beer and liquor . and guess what we play next ? wee ~ its lemons with lemon skins . disgusting right ? but they say i seem to be enjoying it luh . haa . cus i keep eating with a happy face . frankly speaking . i love lemon alot . kin also like lemon . but i eat more then him . lols . haa . zhiwei seem like dont have a chance to eat it cus i keep snatching from him . so zhiwei say can i give him chance to eat ? haa . then the next round if we lost he eat loh . and yea . he eat it . and he dint finish the slice of lemon . haa . i guess he think it taste so disgusting luh . lols . see his face so cute . feel like laughing . should have a take a picture of them eating lemons . lols .

and yes . at the end of the day . i was like going crazy again . DRUNK . lols . and i vomit 4 times . and its all lemon skins . okay . i know you people got to like say "YUCKS, wuhlao . so damn disgusting luh you" . haa . seriously i feel disgusting too . lols .

poor vynn . got to send me back . so sweet of him luh . and also so bad of him . he keep laughing and laughing at me luh . i dont know what's so funny loh . then when i want vomit out lerh he keep make me laugh . then i was like having a hard time vomiting luh . stupid vynn . and he carried me down the stairs . cus i think i walk too slow and not stable and he is tired . haa . but i think im heavy loh and he's like acting strong saying my weight is nothing . lols . haa . anyway , thanks to him and i got home safely . miss you stupid asshole ! bleah =p

confuse .

2008-05-25T03:11:00.000-07:00

i really dont know what i want . really feel like msging him . but afraid to do so . and it seem like no point also . if i really want to msg him . how am i going to start the conversation ? what am i going to ask him .

those things he do . had already clearly declare that he dont want to really keep in contact already . after that night . his attitude really change . he's like so mean luh after getting what he want .

see him . i also dont know how to react . things turn out to be so embrassing . sigh ~ why thing turn out to be so damn fcuk up . shouldnt have dont done that all . feel so cheated . feel so lost .

boring saturday . argh ~

2008-05-25T01:16:00.000-07:00

okay . dats it . yesterday is a boring saturday luh . omg . went to meet jon at his house downstair . slack with his friends cheney and his cousin . then after that . marcus meet us . and they say we will be going downtown . so im fine with it luh . but . marcus meet this two stupid brainless ah lians . and he actually pang seh jon luh and went to watch movie with this two ah lians . we waited for him like around 2 hours ? and i the two girls was damn anti-social . angry . not angry with marcus . but dat two stupid girls . then cheney come down to downtown just to see one "HOT" girl luh . and well . he waste his 7.50 cab fare down . haa . so damn funny . his face change immedialy when he saw her . and as usual i cant stop laughing like crazy . lols .

em . he dint msg me yesterday . and today noon he dint msg me too . argh ~ nvm . im fine with it . althou i know im still at the very losing end . but i dont mind luh . better not contact then . if he want liddat . then let it be . hai ~

messy messy .

2008-05-24T04:41:00.000-07:00

broke up with gene . not really very sad . only feeling down a little . but still miss him a little at times .

likes one person . but not really into him . dont know he likes me anot . but he say there is "hao gan" . dont really get the meaning of the word "hao gan" . em . he's rather a hongster . or he's very friendly . i dont know . althou he dont look very handsome but he attracts me with his nonsense and bullshyt . haa . i know dats stupid . hmm . but i guess he took me as a substitute of a girl who he can never be with . did something very wrong yesterday . hai ~ but wad is done . is done . forget it luh . angry ~ all guys are so bad . humpf .

remember .

2008-04-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

something flash to my mind . rmb i first saw him was at central kopitiam . and the first time i call him was at pasir ris inter . really love him alot . althou he say he's not a good boyfriend, but for the past 11th months . he really took good care of me .

one night, he had a very bad toothache . the pain made him cry . i cant do anything . but keep feeding him ice . searching in the net to look for a 24-hour dental . found it . but the extraction fee was too high . but no choice . he bear the pain till next day

next day, we went to look for dental clinic . but dat day was a public holiday . hardly a dental clinic is open . so no choice again . hospital is the best solution to stop pain .

been thru with him thick and thin . till now, althou we broke off for almost 3months . but the love was still so strong . misses him all night . only can take a look at those photos we took last time . might cry at times . but i told myself to be strong and forget everything about him . every weekend i will go pub and drink till drunk without fail . trying to be happy is what i can eva do now .

he's now in camp . wanted to send him off . but i know he and his family wont want me to do dat . msg him at times to ask him takecare . no reply . feeling kinda sad . but there's nothing i can eva do . looking at his friendster . he's very happy with his current girlfirend . and he's very sad to leave his girlfriend to serve army .

feel like to take a peep at him when he book out . but i guess doing all these is really silly . as a friend wanted to ask him out for dinner or something when he book out . but i know he's going to reject it for sure . cus . he already miss his girlfriend so much . of cus he want to spend more time with her before he book in . hai ~

althou now i have a boyfriend . a boyfriend who cant gave me love, care and concern as much as him . to say dat, no one can eva replace him in my heart . really no one .

I LOVE TIMOTHY THAM ZHI YUAN ! i know you will come back ! i know all these is my own wish . i balme no one . but me being stupid and silly . and i know im lying to myself . even thou i know there's no chance of getting back . ='(

waiting . waiting . waiting .

-LynLyn-

now then i know ..

2008-04-03T11:09:00.000-07:00

huh .. its been long since i blog .. shall blog a little about my new baby dumb boyfriend ..

the first impression he gave me .. is his a damn hongster .. and a flirt .. likes to find fling .. when we got togather, both of us is in a blur blur state .. not knowing why we were togather in the first place .. the first few days of our relationship wasnt dat good .. we quarrel almost everyday .. and problem lies with me .. i always attitude him .. i dont dare to love him so much .. cus im scared to be hurt again .. althou he treat me very good .. but still i dont feel him as my boyfriend .. he always MIA, which i hate it alot .. whatever i do he also allow me .. make it simple is he dont give a fcuk about me ..

but after today i realise .. he did this b'cus he thou im a hongster too ? or maybe he thou of giving me so much freedom i will feel happy and dats what i want .. but i dont like it .. i feel dat giving me so much freedom is like my single life .. so whats the point of having a boyfriend ..

but i guess everything got to change .. haaa .. he still gets angry when other stupid guys msg or call me .. LOLs .. finally he got some feeling .. i thou he's feeling is cold .. perhaps im unlike other girls .. who likes to get more freedom from their boyfriend .. i wan my boyfriend to control me in certain thing .. so dat i wont get out of hand .. hope, he wont MIA again and he wont give me stupid attitude to me anymore .. all i want is love, care and protect .. em .. and also UNDERSTANDING .. but he's understanding luh .. haaaa .. loves gene .. :)

the pain i having now .. why must it be me ?..

2008-02-13T22:31:00.000-08:00

the day when he left, the pain is already too much for me to bear .. and now on 14/02/08 which means is our one year anniversary and valentine's day the pain gets even more painful .. i prepare everything for him .. alots of thing for him .. to surprise him .. but he told me he wasnt free on that day ..

hais .. he told me even we break he promise me to celebrate valentine's day with me .. but what had happen ?.. he lied to me again and again .. why ?.. why i must be th one getting all these hurt ?.. his girlfriend hurt me even deeper .. she already got what she want .. and i already left with nothing .. why must she ask people to disturb my life ?.. why cant me and her boyfriend be friends ?..

is it wrong to wait for someone she truly love ?..

everybody can see and feel how much i really loves him .. but he cant feel anything .. why he's so mean and i dont even hate him .. why ?..

your unhappy eyes seem to get ready to push me to the disastrous edge
even if the distance is so close to the eyes, we're still losing focus
the thought of missing you piling up within me
winter is what is left from my four seasons, sorrow, happiness, memories continue to evolve
a calm down world has my longing, also has the boundless emptiness
have you heard the sound of loneliness sneaking in and spreading around?
it dwells between us, endures our eternity
have you heard the call of longing spreading widely on every street?
even if you walk further, once you feel exhausted, when you turn back, i will be here by your side

i feel like dying ..

2008-01-26T06:12:00.000-08:00

its so painful .. its so damn painful .. why ?.. why ?.. why ?.. why it must always happen on me ?.. i feel so hurt so pain .. nothing can describe how pain it is .. i will wait for him no matter what .. i never felt this pain before .. its too much for me to bear .. but just b'cus i love him so much i willing to do anything for him even death .. im suffering now .. anyone can help me ?.. anyone ?.. 11th month .. its 11th month .. few weeks to one year .. and it is gone just like dat .. i hope my wish will come true .. i really want him to be my husband .. i really want .. why like dat ?.. there's so much questions running through my dead brain .. why i got to suffer all these ?.. i wont forget him and i really will wait for him .. please come back baby .. please .. im really scared to start a new relationship now .. im really scared .. i tried to save this relationship .. but then .. it still gone ..

To Timo: baby .. i really love you alot .. i will never forget you .. i will never forget the fun and laughter we used to have when we are together .. the bomberman game , the metal slug game and our two moons acc .. i will never forget dat .. i pray and wish one day you will turn back for me .. i forgive you for whatever thing you've done .. i never ever blame you for anything since the day i met you .. is i stupid , foolish and selfish .. im sorry .. i really cant bear to let go .. i really cant .. but still i let you go .. rmb to come back all right ?.. i will wait for you baby .. you are a nice guy .. yes, they may be better guys outside but i still think you're a guy who i truly fall in love with .. the relationship i have with you .. was really sweet and beautiful .. i never ever regret to be ur girlfriend .. i really never .. in fact i feel so happy with you around .. please forgive me for whatever i've done .. i know you dont mean to hurt me .. its okay .. i'll listen to you .. be ur good girl .. and wait for you like ur silly girl always .. trust me .. until now you know i still trust you ?.. maybe dats the power of love .. come back to me, i'll be waiting to open my hand and hug you again .. you say you will marry me .. i know you will .. i know you can .. you said you want to takecare of me and our baby der remember ?.. i know you will keep to your words .. iloveyou baby .. YEELING LOVE TIMOTHY THAM 14/02/2007 will always be remain in my heart .. ='<

my heart is breaking in to pieces =<

2008-01-23T20:09:00.000-08:00

will i be able to celebrate valentine's day with him ?.. will i be able to celebrate my 18th b'day ?.. how long will i still be able to live ?..

i cant bear to let him go .. i really cant bare .. im so hurt .. i dont know why i rather hurt myself, let him go and let him be happy .. am i dat silly ?.. i guess i am .. i really really loves him alots .. i think he cant fulfilled my desires anymore .. people say it is stupid and foolish .. but i just feel it will be a happy ending for the three of us .. the sweet memories we had will always remain in my heart .. i will bring it everywhere we go .. no matter what it is .. he's always my sweetest, loving and best boyfriend ever .. => iloveyou with all my heart and soul ..

i remember i told him before if i die .. i will come haunt him .. and he's so cute .. he say he will put buddha everywhere around his room to block me .. but even he never put i also wont come haunt him .. cus i cant bear to hurt him .. can say im a revengeful person .. but i dont know why i b'come so weak this time .. i really cant bring myself to hurt him .. i really cant .. i still forgive him for what he had done .. =<

for you baby:

i love you still even im gone .. and no matter what you've done wrong .. i still will forgive you .. i miss you ..

always remain in my heart forever ! 14/02/2007

merry merry christmas and happy 2008 .. :)

2008-01-01T02:31:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE

meet my baby .. go to century square to catch a movie with kerner , johan and guys .. :) althou is a simple celebration .. but with baby around .. im just so happy no matter what .. after movie i accompany baby back home and slack .. and then i home sweet home .. keke .. btw .. the movie was quite nice .. but ending WILL SMITH died .. a stupid bad ending ..

i rate 4/5 :)

CHRISTMAS DAY

meet tun keong , ah hua , weiliang and xingui go SAFRA play pool awhile .. and the i go meet baby .. :) and play lan lah .. keke .. and the four retard boys go to SIMPANG to play lan .. and they walk home cus they no money after lan .. haha .. so funny .. and i home sweet home around 4plus .. lols .. i love baby ..

ONE DAY BEFORE NEW YEAR EVE

baby bring me go to JURONG SWIMMING .. yea .. very happy happy .. we go swimming with tongwei , vincent (caicai) LOL , vernon and kerner .. so fun and funny .. we keep capsized each other float .. and baby's so gay and cute .. he take slides with his bloody goggle .. -.- after swimming .. we go eat KFC .. before dat i quarrel with baby .. cus he scold me and i lao lan with him .. keke .. i dont mean to mah .. also not i bath long .. is the person infront of me bath so long .. and then need to queue somemore .. sorry loh .. next time dont dare ler lah .. but i know he loves me so much dat he angry with me awhile only .. but still i must thanks KFC .. b'cus baby want share with me BUDDY MEAL then he talk to me first .. -.- and i talk to him cus i cant finish my food and want give him finish it up .. keke .. anyway .. we go play lan again after dat lah .. and poor vincent lost his wallet on the way back .. and he is fcuking du lan .. baby also almost lost his locker key .. luckily someone gave to the guard .. :) lucky star ..

NEW YEAR EVE

meet jeremy and guys .. went to marina to see fireworks .. this year fireworks is so damn nice and colourful .. but something fcuk up about there is so many ah ne and we got to squeeze with them .. so squeezy till my face all turn red and and rather pale and one malay girl faint .. can you imagined how crowded it is ?.. OMG .. those ah ne very smelly lah .. until i also almost fainted .. and while pushing and squeezing with those people i saw siting and her sister .. singapore really very small huh .. haha .. we slack for one hour plus to wait for xingui come meet us , then we took a cab to cinealeisure and catch a movie .. after buying the movie tickets we went to the kopitiam opposite cinealeisure for supper .. after movie we had our breakfast .. and home sweet home 8 plus .. so tired .. one whole day never sleep ..

caught you ah hua , you stole my sunglass .. haha ..

WISH EVERYONE A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY 2008 !

AND I LOVE MY BABY ALOTS !

3 MORE YEARS TO OUR MARRIAGE .. keke

the left out photos on BF Escape and chalet day

2007-12-19T10:15:00.000-08:00

the day we spent at Escape .. :)

waiting for our turn to take the RAINBOW ride .. :)

the last photo we took before leaving Escape :) sweet face

On the day of our BF chalet ..

the cute friendship we are having ..

me . leonie . yaya :)

some sort called the 'doggy pose' ?.. lols :)

raped by horny yaya .. HELP ME ! haha :)

siwm with these cute girls .. :)

fun fun swimming :)

LULU is very RUDE .. haha .. :) but i love you still ..

these 3 cute teachers loves to dance ..

Ms goh . Ms Tan . Ms Soh

student challenge teacher ?.. keke :)

look at yaya sexy butt .. even Ms Soh cant stand it .. haha :)

you know why Beauty teacher is always so cute and cool at times now ?..

the cute women in pink shirt is our CA Ms Leung ..

she's take care and loves BF most .. i love you too ms Leung ..

look at our teachers .. they are so happy .. miss them lots :)

and the pink shirt women bending down is out BDM teacher Ms Eng ..

she's so damn happy lah .. cute :)

simply miss those wonderful Beauty teachers ..

im not in the class photo :( i went to meet baby :)

Ms Soh is always the cute teacher leh .. haha ..

yeeling . mandy . leonie . xueli . yaya

the true friendship !

i really miss those teachers who taught us before .. all thou they are fierce .. but in their heart they care and love us alots , especially our CA Ms Leung .. they really use their heart and teach us all the skill they have learnt before .. correct our mistake over and over again .. and i must say they damn patient lah .. we always chu stunt dont want go school .. they when exam come then we last min go find them , they still help us .. really want to say thanks to you teachers .. think back .. me , mandy , leonie , xueli , yanyan and mandy damn naughty lah .. half way lesson then run .. they still give us chance .. haha .. argue with them , dis-respect them but they still love us so much .. really feel bad lah .. but they still enjoy at the chalet with us .. five teachers dance together is really damn cute lah .. keke .. i miss you teachers ..

Ms Leung - CA/SLO

she always loves us so much and care for us no matter how naughty are we .. help us to solve our school work and personal problem .. :)

Ms Eng - BDM

very fierce .. althou she always say "see lah , dont come school .. now all the message step all dont know .." in the end .. she still will teach us and show us step by step .. she wont put us go die one .. haha .. :)

Ms Goh - REAL WORK

very naggy .. but when we help her to do something .. she sure will give us something in return .. very cute also .. very small size .. when got facial or make-up products have offer .. she sure come find us and tell us .. wont keep those good bargains to others only ..

Ms Tan - DLT

very fierce also .. but when she want give us test .. she will prepare us until we very confident then give us test .. althou she always say ' i can fail you if i want okay ?.. dont think i cannot .. i will fail you ladies .. ' in the end .. she still wont fail us no matter what one leh .. everytime scare us .. haha .. but she do all these for our own good .. :)

Ms Cecilia Leung - TPS / PIE

always like to joke .. always like to disturb me .. alway complain to my boyfriend say i never attend her lesson .. always say i bully my boyfriend .. haha .. but i know she never put us go die also .. her lesson always damn relax one .. I LOVE YOU leh cecilia .. haha .. :)

Ms Soh - AMU

she teach make-up lesson .. and im in the body message lesson with mandy they all .. all thou she dint teach me before .. but at the chalet i find her so damn cute lah .. and hyper-active .. :)

Ms Jeslyn Tan - SES

very fierce also .. late for lesson .. she lock us outside the class room .. me and my darling girls get it alot of time already .. so used to it lah .. she's pregnant .. but she still help us alot in our selling skill .. with a big stomach .. she run up and down the school to look for us sometimes , and nag at us to take the test .. she always say ' yao lai shang ke , mei chi mei you lai then zhe mer yang pass exam ?.. aiyo .. ' haha .. cute hor ?.. lols ..

BF class fun times

2007-12-18T02:04:00.000-08:00

on the 13th dec we went to Escape Them park .. and it was really fun and having a high time at there .. some picture to be display .. and thanks to my yaya .. there's still some picture not upload yet .. -.-

while waiting for dina and maria at the entrance of Escape :) sweet faces

-XiaoJingLing- and Leonie :)

as the rides were under maintenance ,, and got to wait awhile .. so we slack at the BK inside Escape

the second picture we took at BK :)

outside haunted house .. the first game we played at Escape :)

one of the group photo we took under the HOT sun .. omg ..

we trying to be cute and took the kiddy roller-coaster ride .. we occupied the whole train except the last two seat .. haha .. look at yanyan and yaya BIG FACE .. keke .. :)

taking the rainbow ride during night time :)

leonie . yeeling . yaya the last ride we took before leaving escape them park .. happy happy :)

on the 14th dec we had our class chalet .. it was fun and everyone goes crazy .. all of us miss the fun time at the chalet .. and some of them asking for another chalet after out attachment .. althou it is all girls ,, but the chalet still went chaos eventually .. again some photos are missing thanks to my darling girls who got no time to send the photos .. -.-

the BF girls .. unfortunately this is not the whole class .. :(

yeeling . yaya . leonie .. before going down to the pool .. :)

tini . dina . yanyan . yeeling . leonie . yaya :)

yeeling . leonie
i like the background .. keke .. :)

me and mandy loves cow .. and yaya is the cow girl .. haha .. :)

the fun we have in school and outside school in the past .. and it will always stay in my heart .. I MISS YOU AND LOVES YOU GIRLS !..

i hate the life im having now .. and i seriously HATE IT !..

2007-12-01T00:23:00.000-08:00

damn it .. i dont know when im going insane ?.. hate the fcuking life im having .. meet friends for work ,, eat supper ,, go home ,, bath and without fail i will miss him every single day ,, and my tears will keep dropping and dropping and dropping .. whenever i call him i will always ask him when can we meet everyday like we used to in the past ?.. and then we will have arguement .. i dont mean to stress him .. but im left only one month plus before my attachment start .. and when i finish my attachment ,, he's going army .. i just want to spent my everyday with him before my attachment and before he go army .. he just couldnt understand my intention and everything ..

yup ,, i know that it is not as if we are going to leave each other for good .. but i just want to spent time with him when now we have so much time ,, before we both are busy with our own things .. i dont mind to accompany him to play game every single day .. i really dont mind ..

but he keep saying be patient and wait .. hai ~ if i could have more time i dont mind waiting .. but .. i dont have much time .. and frankly speaking .. if i go insane .. i seriously will sure make the person who cause all these unwanted trouble to have a miserable life like me .. what she do to me i will do the same thing back to HER .. i will make her pay the price for everything she've done ..

CHILDISH WOMEN ,, I NEVER SEE SUCH A CHILDISH WOMEN LIKE HER BEFORE IN MY LIFE .. STUDY SO MUCH ,, BUT NEVER USE YOUR BRAIN AND THINK BEFORE DOING ANYTHING .. CLAIM DAT YOU'RE MATURE WHEN YOUR MIND-SET IS SO DAMN CHILDISH ,, EVEN MORE CHILDISH THAN ME .. TRUST ME YOU WILL RECIEVED YOUR KARMA SOON GIRL .. HOW YOU TREAT AND HARM PEOPLE ,, ONE DAY OTHERS SURELY WILL DO THIS BACK TO YOU !..

Jean Yip SPA =>

2007-11-28T01:24:00.000-08:00

it been a long time since i blog .. and im back again .. haha .. off to interview for my IA at Jean Yip today .. at first when i was inform dat the attachment SPA is Jean Yip i was rather turn off and not really feeling happy .. because i ask my teacher who will be going to interview at Jean Yip also .. she send me four names and it is malay .. worse thing is i dont even know who the hell are they .. reluctantly i still when to interview .. when i reach the Jean Yip Academy ,, i saw my friends all there and my bestie girl LEONIE will be working at Jean Yip with me .. yea .. im happy .. at least im not alone !.. okay i know im LAME .. dots .. btw .. the people at Jean Yip Academy is like so fcuk up lah .. so hao lian ..

Meeting baby later at eight and we go for dinner .. it been 2 DAYS dat i dint see him .. 2 days never see him is alot for me .. feeling rather sad and uncomfortable .. maybe im not independent enough .. all thanks to people now i can hardly meet him .. hai ~ im damn upset lah .. damn it .. nvm .. i been working and earn a little money and at the same time to past my time faster .. wihtout him is really very miserable okay .. but its okay .. today baby come over my house here for dinner ,, and i will treat baby for dinner .. wee~ => muacks muacks .. ILOVEYOU .. and MISS MISS YOU LOTS .. =<

im too wildful ..

2007-11-20T06:21:00.000-08:00

i fought with baby .. im just too wildful ,, stubborn and petty .. and i hurt him too much today .. i dont know what's the fcuking problem with me also .. maybe .. im just afraid dat he'll eventually leave me one day .. but he said he promise me already and he wont break promise .. and i shuld have trust his promise and dont be like so crazy today .. SORRY ,, BLAME ON ME ..

hope you will forgive me once more .. i wont repeat the wrong i've done .. and stay by your side and be your good girl always .. dont feel upset anymore .. i promise not to repeat the same childish act again .. i seriously love you .. and never have any other guy in my heart except you .. and no one can never ever replace you in my heart ..

wedding and marriage ..

2007-11-18T09:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday i attend my daddy friend wedding dinner .. the bride and the groom was so sweet and lovely .. really really envy them .. and i realise something .. being a bride and put on wedding gown makes a women look most beautiful in their entire life .. i saw the bride after and before make-up look .. and she really look very very different .. the wedding photo they took makes people feel how sweet and loving they are .. and the powerpoint they made was flash on the wedding dinner night .. when i look at the slides of the powerpoint .. they make me feel dat marriage is the most blissful and sweet ,, lovely moment in our life .. i really want my wedding to be as sweet and as grand as them ..

baby went to pub with zhan they all as i have wedding dinner to attend .. i did not went with him .. i was rather sad and angry b'cus till 12 midnight he never even send me a single msg .. i miss him very very much at dat moment but i do not want to msg him b'cus i want to know does he really miss me when im not around .. but till 1plus my phone rang .. it was a msg from him .. i feel happy ,, i read and send the msg with a smile on my face .. => i told him in the msg dat i envy the newly couples i witness today .. and he replied ..

baby : next time will be us right ?..

me : you really want to marry me ?..

baby : yes .. will you marry me mah dear ?..

me : of course i will .. is dat consider as you propose to me ?..

baby : yes dear.. i will marry you .. few more years ..

at dat time i feel as blissful and happy as the newly couple ,, althou i hasnt even marry to him .. i know people will say dat im naive to belief what he had say b'cus both of us are still young .. but i really have a very strong sense dat my lifetime partner and the person who takecare and protect me will be him .. => we'll prove to everyone dat the promise we made now will come true .. right baby ?.. muacks ..

memories

2007-11-13T07:56:00.000-08:00

yesterday .. i home sweet home at 12 midnight .. -.- bath and everything .. and then looking for file dat i can bring it to school .. and something caught my attention .. it is a PINK COLOUR SHOE BOX with dust .. i open it up and it contain many many letters dat i collect during secondary school life .. reading those letter really makes me luff .. think back about the past .. i find it so cute .. like i dont friend you ,, you dont friend me .. haha .. => really stupid .. and of course there's also some love letters .. haha .. secondary love life is so so puppy love .. bark bark puppy ..

it is now midnight 12am .. which means now is 14/11/2007 .. yea .. is our 9th month anniversary .. ILOVEYOU baby .. muacks ..

damn dat fcuk fone ..

2007-11-09T09:15:00.000-08:00

my daddy gave me a phone yesterday .. and im rather happy with the condition of the fone .. BUT ,, soon i found out dat the fone suck okay .. keep no reception .. and i on and off the phone till low bat .. fcuk it ..

baby .. dat bitch of mine .. make me wait for him for around 1 hour .. im like so damn pissed till my tears going to roll down soon ..

night time ..

me and baby went down to old kopitiam and had our dinner .. and yes i saw her .. wanted to smile at her .. but when i see her face seem to be like so not happy to see mine then i was turn off lah .. i dont know what she want lah kays .. i already tell baby you cant expect me to say hello or hi or byebye to a person who have a fcuk-up face .. at least i dont give a ONE KIND LOOK ..

ahhh ..

wadever .. just want to settle my dat fcuking fone first .. tml i have no phone .. =< .. FCUK DAT PHONE OF MINE ..

i miss you ..

2007-11-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

today supposed to meet my little baby .. but went to shopping with mummy they all till very late .. so dint meet him .. =<>

=<

2007-11-07T08:43:00.000-08:00

YOU HATE ME .. SO DO I .. tmd .. one small thing make till so big .. i cant even write what i want to say in my OWN blog .. DONT LIKE WHAT I SAY IN MY BLOG .. YOU CAN JOLLY WELL DONT READ IT ,, FCUK OFF AND DONT EVER COME BACK ..

i get reprimanded by baby grandmother today .. hais .. i never ever cry so much and so long before .. i've been so stress b'cus of all these rubbish .. it's time for me to rest .. dont blame others or me dat your kinship is being ruin .. blame it yourself .. you ruin it with your OWN HAND .. i have enuf .. what trick you have .. BRING IT ON .. i got my own say and freedom .. it is none of your freaking business .. i rather to be more troublesome to set my blog to only those readers i invite then ,, i have no freedom ,, cant say what i want to say in my OWN blog and save truoble too .. hate me for all you want .. you dont want to see my face .. you think i want to see yours too ?..

baby im sorry dat i've hurt you today .. actually i dont hate her .. you should know .. what she've done .. i've already gave in and try to communicate with her .. i try my best .. im really sorry .. i know you wont break-up with me b'cus of her .. i know dat .. and i SWEAR i never fade feeling i still love you so much as before .. i hope you do also .. ILOVEYOU !..

happy happy me .. =>

2007-11-06T06:26:00.000-08:00

we went to TM to catch the movie called "UNREST" .. it is a M18 show .. as it was early ,, we went to the open plaza to smoke and talk cock .. and we met many people there .. we saw NICHOLAS ,, ZI HAN ,, ERIC ,, BEN and HUI RONG .. lol .. after so long and we finally met each other .. the show is meaningless and stupid ,, but it is damn disgusting lah .. even baby cant stand it too .. they show you how they cut the body up all dat .. okay i better stop it .. i want to vomit soon .. lol .. hmmm .. i rate 3/5 ?..

3 stars -.-

this few days i really feel so satisfy .. my relationship with my mummy seem to get better .. and i can feel baby love and care for me more than anyone .. feel so xin fu lah .. lol .. => baby i love you so so so so so much .. muacks ..

feeling rather down ?..

2007-11-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

today i went to dat mani and pedi job interview with leonie .. and yea .. both of us manage to get the job together at the same time .. althou the pay is quite low (4 bucks per hour) ,, but the working enviroment can say not too bad .. and it is near my house and super near baby house .. =>

i cant go to baby house for 2days .. sigh oOooOo .. i seriously dont know what the hell dat i've done wrong .. dat she seem like dislike me so much .. i dont mind she dislike me .. i think my poor boyfriend is in such a diificult position .. i guess he also dont know what should he do .. poor baby .. i know he want to cheer me up .. he kept asking me is there any place i want to go .. he accompany me .. but .. my everyday routine is to go his house and accompany him .. and we hardly go shopping .. out of a sudden .. i really dont know where to go .. he say tmr he want to watch movie with me .. hmmm .. and i think is quite a good idea .. it been long since we watch a movie ler loh .. lols .. actually supposed to go today .. but i really dont have to mood to go anywhere .. i just feel like go home .. have a shower and close myself in my room and shut down .. =< .. i feel sad .. i also dont know why .. supposed to feel happy .. cus i get a job .. but suddenly b'come so moody .. althou is just only 2 days i cant go baby house .. but i think back .. i dont think i've done anything wrong .. then why must she be angry .. argh .. i dont know .. im blur .. im feeling so confuse .. and my mood is all mess-up .. but no matter what happen i will still put baby first pirority before i make any decision .. => he's so much impt in my life other then my cute little po po .. => po po i miss you so much .. you miss me ?.. i bet you do huh .. hee e ..

today is my brother b'day .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE BROTHER .. hope he will get smarter lah .. he's so stupid .. every year report book come back all grade 4 .. only once in a blue moon there's a grade 3 .. lols .. my daddy bought us and one of my brother friend "JUN MING" to bedok85 to have dinner .. i think i will grow to be a fat pig soon .. lols .. we had satay ,, chicken-wing ,, fried-oyster ,, fish soup ,, satay bee hoon and the famous minced-meat noodle .. come back .. we rest for around 45mins ?.. and cut cake time .. OMG .. my mummy bought a chocolate cake .. i dont really like chocolate cake cus it's so filling .. im more to fruit cake .. so nice and fresh .. but baby like chocolate cake ..

felt so much relax and happier ..

2007-11-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

i have settle my bills .. i have finish my SES script and hand it over .. and credit goes to MANDY .. she help me throughout the SES script .. i passed my BDM test with good grade (75/100) .. im not dat fear of debarment anymore .. so many things have complete and done .. and my burden gets lighter .. i felt so much relax and happier .. and i finally know how important i'am in my boy life .. => everything went so smoothly ..

BUT .. sitll there are things dat i WISH it could be done smoothly .. hmmm .. im going for a mani and pedi interview tomorrow with leonie and i really hope they would hire us .. and hopefully i can cope with my school work and exam .. I WANT TO PASS MY EXAM .. but im afraid of my DLT .. i never learnt anything about DLT for the pass few months .. im worry i culdnt manage .. i only went for its waxing pratical class .. how how how ?.. =<

i feel bad of what happen yesterday .. baby quarrel with her over me .. and yet im not understandable enuf to know what he was doing for me .. even he coax me i still attitude him .. i thou what thing dat he wont want to let me to know ?.. and i never think WHY he wont want to let me know .. not thinking of how he feel and what he had done .. i have minor quarrel with him .. at dat time he need my care and love .. but still i do thing dat make him so so upset .. he was really a nice boyfriend .. he apologize to me .. and of cus i started everything .. i did say sorry to him ..

later ,, he told me everything .. what is it all about .. she say i dint respect her .. she say she dont like me .. i go to baby house everyday .. i treat her as my friend .. as a respect i called auntie , ah ma and uncle whenever i see them .. but i dint call her or say hello to her when i see her .. cus to me i dont think there's a need for me to do so .. cus i treat her as a FRIEND .. i dont have the habit of saying "HI" or "HELLO" to my friends whenever i see them .. cus they are call "FRIENDS" .. since she's so unhappy with it i've got nothing to say .. but still i will stick to my own thinking .. althou she dont like me or so ever .. but still i will treat her as friend .. i wont want my baby to be in a dfficult position ..

but after dat incident .. it show how much baby love and care for me .. and how impt i'am in his life .. and whatever i do its all b'cus of him .. so .. i wont mind how people say and look at me .. as long as he is happy ,, being look down by people who say im a girl who cannot live without a man or so ever i also wont give a damn about it .. as long as im happy and he's happy ,, how people look at me i also wont give a FCUK !..

BABY I LOVE YOU TO THE FULLEST !.. IM SORRY DAT I'VE MADE YOU UPSET .. AND .. .. .. .. .. .. .. SEE YOU TOMORROW !.. HAHA =>

stress stress stress ..

2007-11-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

today i went to CARE SESSION .. our CA show us our attendance .. she said "attendance below 75% will be on the debarment list" .. oh dear .. and my attendance is 66% .. means ?.. on debarment list loh .. i promise my CA i will go to school every single day .. so she can appeal for me .. is like so many poeple on debarment list lah .. lols .. my SES script is not complete .. i got so many projects to work on this few weeks .. and i still need to go for me IA interview .. so many things crush together .. i guess i better sort them out quick ..

today i dint meet baby .. stay at home to celebrate yi yi b'day .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI YI .. actually i also dunno how old is her .. i guess about 50 plus .. lols .. and because is yi yi b'day .. my mummy cook lots of delicious foods .. and im so full .. i made lychee jelly for my yi yi as b'day present .. and my mummy and sibling going to finish up soon .. yi yi faster eat more okay ?.. specially made for you .. and of cus not forgetting baby .. i put some jelly aside for him .. =>

baby went to cut hair today .. okay dat's it .. i dont know how short he gonna cut this time .. better not be too short huh .. or not i will kill you okay ?.. i miss him lot .. and lucky he dint forget me .. or not no jelly for you .. =>

okay dat's it .. some people have nothing better to do .. come to my blog and make a fool of herself .. is she here to break me and baby up ?.. or is she jealous ?.. my baby said " she's jealous of me .. and so what she think im ugly .. as long as he love me and he think im not ugly can already " so hatred .. dont make a fool of yourself here okay ?.. me and my baby will awlays be as loving as before .. and he will love me even more .. dont try to break us up .. dont like it ?.. you can comment me .. come comment infront of me .. dont be a idoit to hide behind your com and do shameless thing .. dont dare to show up .. fuck off from my blog then .. => .. thanks heh ..

what a day ..

2007-10-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

now seriously i MISS MISS my phone alots .. hais ~ .. baby come first in my heart followed by my precious little handphone .. and now she's lost .. and she will never never ever come back again .. =<

today .. i had my message pratical test .. and i dont even know anything .. and i guess i might fail .. OMG .. better dont fail .. i wont want to re-take AGAIN ..

after holiday .. time change and people change .. there is some disagreement and unhappiness among us .. i just couldnt stand SMART ALEX .. and those who LOOK DOWN on people .. now i know true friends are hard to find ..

THIS LITTLE POST GOES OUT TO LEONIE : hey babe .. you are one of mine true friends dat i mention okay .. whenever im in need and feel alone you will always be around .. and always gave me a helping hand when im in trouble .. thanks babe .. =>

i realise now .. how important i'am to baby .. and i know he only love and care for me ONLY .. i always thou dat he love someone elsa other than me .. i was wrong .. and he's serious dat ,, he will marry me and willing to let me be his little wifey .. how sweet of him .. he will be my groom and i will be his bride .. => so sweet .. i hope i wasnt naive at all ?.. hahar .. i will always love him and will love him to the fullest .. and i will try my best to make him happy and take good care of him .. => iloveyou baby .. muacks ..

boring .. saturday still have to go back to dat damn school to do manicure for customer .. but i think i will not go to school on friday .. heh heh ..

fcuk up day .

2007-10-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

today i quarrel with baby .. and almost break-up .. but dint .. => .. before me and baby patch everything up .. he was very very angry and i was very very angry .. angry till i have a sense of care-less-ness .. i lost my phone in the cab .. and i got to say FUCK WHO EVER PERSON WHO TOOK THE PHONE .. its such a cheap phone lah .. also want to take .. AND I GOING TO CURSE THE FUCKING IDOIT TO DIE SOON .. INCLUDING HIS FAMILY .. AND IF HE/SHE DINT DIE .. I SERIOUSLY WISH HE WILL HAVE ACCIDENT AND BECOME A VEGETABLE .. FUCK THIS BITCH OR BASTARD .. FUCK THIS WORLD TO HAVE SUCH A FEW KIND SOUL .. FUCKING HELL .. FUCK FUCK FUCK .. argh ~

and my dear baby boy .. really loves me alot .. he on the spot think of a way to get me a phone so dat he can contact me .. im sorry baby .. for making you angry .. on the other hand .. he get irritated and piss easily .. cus he just got FUCK up-side down in the morning .. he say sorry to me and now i have to say sorry to him too .. and in my heart baby .. i still love you so so so much just like before .. and i never have the intention to break with you too .. sorry .. =<

today ..

2007-10-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

today is a really really hot hot day .. it just makes me turn off the WHOLE DAY .. and i get irritated easily .. =>

today DLT lesson .. im the model for WAXING .. and guess where i wax ?.. its armpit .. lols .. its my first time doing waxing .. and i think my therapist leonie was like very piss off ?.. cus there is not much hair for her to wax and the hair is short .. but she did a good job at the end of the day .. thanks my dear .. => next is kelly doing her armpit .. she's very very scared of pain and cant bear with the hot wax .. when mandy and me wax for her she's like "OUCH OUCH OOUUUUCCCCCHHHH" !!!!!!!!!!.. all the way .. damn funny .. and she will ask her therapist which is me and mandy to blow her armpit to cool the wax .. haharr .. her exprssion is very funny okay ?..

its one plus in the afternoon and baby was late for school today AGAIN .. idoit .. i think he dont come school better .. come to school less than half an hour and he dismiss .. and i got to say ,, im really lucky to have mandy and kelly as my bestfriend .. they dont want to leave me alone to wait for baby to come to school .. so the two of them accompany me till three .. so sweet of them .. sadly leonie have to go and get her pay at BukitBatok .. wtf .. its like so damn far .. and so yanyan accompany her .. these four girls is really my bestfriends .. they will never ever leave each other alone .. hard to find such friends .. i love them lots ..

after baby call and i went to meet baby .. and i guess the two girls went for BDM .. it was so hot today till i have headache and get piss real easy .. i think i almost quarrel with baby .. saw him and he give me a BLACK FACE .. argh ~.. but in the end he joke around with me .. and everything went back to normal except my headache .. and i slept from 4 p.m till 9.30 p.m .. i can really sleep okay .. lols .. anyway jusy hope that tmr will be more cooling .. =>

school re-open ..

2007-10-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

dont know why this few days i cant get to sleep .. i feel so awake in the night and feel sleepy and weak in the day .. omg .. i cant carry on like this .. school start .. and many work to be done .. left 2 months plus and its my attachment and then graduate .. i really got to pass everything .. i do not want to repeat .. but my sleeping time is in a mess .. and i got to adjust it back to normal now ..

went to school today .. have one theory lesson and then went to cafe 2 to have breakfast with my girls .. actually wanted to go SLO .. but my break was 2 hours .. and im so shek .. so i decided to go find baby since he's not coming to school .. and as usual he play his game .. then around 7 we watch our drama "YI TIAN TU LONG JI" till 11 plus .. and im still in my uniform .. feel so uncomfortable .. :( ..

weehee ~ .. tml is a HOLIDAY for me .. yes .. so happy .. :) .. and i miss baby so much now .. :)

movie date with baby ..

2007-10-11T09:21:00.000-07:00

i went to meet baby in the afternoon .. and he was complaning he's hungry .. and for the first time .. he want to go down westplaza and eat .. normally he will ask me buy for him .. cus he's lazy .. but today we both went down and have our lunch .. :)

went up to baby house .. and as usual he play his game and i've my afternoon nap .. hees .. okay i know im lazy .. the last show for ResidentEvil was at 9.45 .. and thanks to baby .. he dilly-dally until 9.32 then leave house .. and wait for cab .. reach there at 9.50 ?.. and i was like .. damn .. we are going to miss some part .. and baby was like no re-action at all .. and yea .. we bought tickets and bought a cheesy hotdog for baby and a nacho combo .. hahar .. when we went in and settle down ,, it is still advertisement for 5mins before the movie start .. and i know why baby have no re-action at all .. and i forget all about there is advertisement before movie start .. so stupid of me .. and GV advertisment is quite long actually .. the movie was not bad only the ending is quite cock lah .. hahar .. i will rate 4/5 ?..

4 star :)

boring .. tomorrow got chushi .. somemore is yew keng .. sure late go home again .. and mummy sure will kpkb again .. hais ~ .. and hopefully tomorrow wont be so sunny and HOT .. i cant stand the stupid sun .. argh ~ ..

moody day ..

2007-10-09T01:38:00.000-07:00

actually plan to go and watch ResidentEvil 3 tomorrow .. due to the lion dance we're having .. baby decided to go to lion dance and watch movie other day .. :( .. called him just now .. asked him tml what time he will be calling me wakeup .. but he sounded like he's very pissed .. b'cus he's playing game and i think i've disturb him .. msg him .. and till now not a single reply .. nvm .. i shall go and sleep then .. sometimes thing really dont go in the way we wanted most .. and sometimes i think dat to baby game is much more impt than me ?.. or there's someone more impt than me ?.. one day if i just die like dat .. will he be crying ?.. will he feel sad ?.. will he still love me even thou i died ?.. blah blah blah .. whatever .. :(

the disgusting impression that will ruin my happiness ..

2007-10-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

disgusting disgusting disgusting !.. yucks .. i find she's so disgusting .. sometimes i see her and the words she say and how people say her makes my hair really stand .. i really hope i could overcome the disgusting impression i have on her .. or not my happiness might be ruin in my own hands b'cus of her .. :(

i dint meet baby today .. b'cus my auntie is coming over my house today .. and i miss him alots .. baby say tml we will be watching Resident Evil 3 .. dont know he say it for fun or what .. hmmm .. lets see about it tml then ..

happy me .. and having lots of fun with baby ..

2007-10-04T13:07:00.000-07:00

today im very happy .. cus baby bring me go swimming .. finally he bring me for a swim .. i love him lots .. he really kept his word .. gaming everyday is so boring .. ooops .. better not let him find out dat i say gaming is boring .. or not he sure gonna question me .. heh heh .. we went swimming with tongwei ,, zhanyan and one more guy .. i dont know who also .. and after swimming for one hour plus .. guess who came to look for us ?.. ta da .. is FATT FATT .. so long dint see him .. kinda of miss him :) .. as in brother miss lahs .. i've lots of fun with baby .. trying to push each other down the pool .. and of course im always the one being push down the pool .. BUT ,, i did push him down ONCE .. and he's so cute .. balancing at the edge of the pool for few seconds .. and ,, *splash* there he goes down the pool .. haharr .. fun baby ?.. i bet you do .. :)

after swimming .. so hungry .. need some food to satisfy me .. and off we went to ELIAS MACDONALD .. and order mc'spicy meal ,, upsized only the fries .. hahar .. yumyum .. and we walk home after the delicious but junk meal .. dint managed to take any photo today :( .. cus i was so busy having fun with baby and enjoying myself .. happy genie -XiaoJingLing- .. wee ~

how soon will it be ?.. hmmmm ..

2007-10-03T13:25:00.000-07:00

soon soon soon .. soon i will delete my blog .. hai ~ most of my friend got it ,, people came tagging their blog and say them .. soon i will get it too .. baby say creating blog is the most stupid thing .. anyway i seldom blog and seldom use com now .. cause im addicted to tv .. :) so even if people tag and scold me .. deleting blog is nothing to me .. hmmmm .. my sweetheart deleted her blog ler .. people tag her and say her .. which idoit is dat ?.. argh ~

baby tomorrow bring me go swimming .. i have been like irritate him for MONTHS .. before he finally say " OKAY OKAY , WE GO SWIMMING NEXT WEEK OKAY ?.. " hahar .. and this few days he keep threatening me .. say .. " YOU BETTER ,, BLAH BLAH ,, OR NOT NO SWIMMING NEXT WEEK .. " and so i have been a good girl this few days .. ooops .. 5 mins is up .. is time to call him .. :) goodnight ..

something intresting ..

2007-09-25T11:11:00.001-07:00

so bored .. dont know what to do .. hmmm .. and i found something intresting .. some quiz which is stupid .. but i still did it eventually ..

*Are you retarted?* Your Result: Completely Retarded You are completely retarded, you need to go back to preschool and get an education and some common sense. Read a book if your even able to. Watch the news and learn to understand it. Stop playing video games 24 hours a day and get a job it will help you throughout your life. It seems harsh yes but it is for your own good. The outside world is your friend people out there may treat you bad but in the end you will find someone who is just as retarded as you. Just hang in there. All I can say to you is that you need an education if your still in school try to learn something if you already are out of school how the hell did you graduate? Well if you did graduate then you need to learn something ok? That is all that I have to say to you.
Partially Retarded
Not Retarded At All
*Are* *you retarted?* Create MySpace Quizzes

oh my .. im retarted .. lols ..

You are 59% Bittch!

Wow! You really are becoming a real Bittch! Has anyone ever told you that? I think you need to calm it down! Before you can't turn back from being a big Bittch! Being Cruel isn't that fun!
How much of a B*tch Are you?
Create MySpace Quizzes

ah ha .. i just pass .. :D

*What type of person do you attract?* Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.
You attract artsy people!
You attract models!
You attract geeks!
You attract unstable people!
You attract rednecks!
*What* *type of person do you attract?* Quizzes for MySpace

what the fuck ?..

*Are you Naughty or nice* Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad!
your Naughty! wild thing!
*Are* *you Naughty or nice*

im so nice and sweet okay .. :)

You are 61% horny!

though u get horny once in a while, u'r not really a horny person after all.it could be genetic. don't worry..i'm sure u'll find a horny-less partner..P.S: try some pills..dude!!
How horny are you?
Make a Quiz

what the hell .. im horny ehs .. yea .. im HORNY !..

*what kind of girl/guy are you?* Your Result: You wear your heart on your sleeve You're too sweet and caring...it's not a bad thing it's just that you give your heart to just anybody and you get hurt easily...you shouldn't let people take advantage of you because you're too good of a person
You're close to perfect
You're a heart breaker
You can't trust people
*what* *kind of girl/guy are you?* Make a Quiz

quite true huh ..

''You are 86% Ready for a child"!

"Start The baby machine"
You would be a #1 Mom or Dad, go ahead and start making babys!The stork awaits you!
Should you have kids?
Make a Quiz

my dear hubby .. we are not ready lar .. this quiz is like so nonesense lar ..

im too tired to take anymore quiz .. yawns .. still need to meet baby early in the morning .. :)

lazy me ..

2007-09-24T01:30:00.000-07:00

this few days .. im so lazy .. i dont know why also .. but its okay to be lazy for this three weeks .. cus is my HOLIDAY .. yea .. my bodoh baby .. this few weeks keep chiong his 2MOONS .. and now almost everyday .. i woke up around 8-9 plus .. go his house .. and TAKE OVER him to train his character .. and as usual im so noob lar .. keep dying .. and of cus he's pissed and nag at me .. sorry lor .. i know i noob lar .. ma de .. so fierce ..

baby ar baby .. dont be so siao at that game nar .. i will go crazy .. argh ~.. ma de .. but i still love you as much as before nar .. dont worry huh .. muacks .. :D

just came back from baby house .. actually plan to study .. but suddenly .. i've no mood .. then decided to blog abit and go and watch tv later .. die lar .. when school re-open the first day of the week i'll have my BDM theory test .. i dint even touch my book yet .. i cant fail this test .. hmmm .. i muz back-up abit .. dont know why .. the more i sleep the more i get very tired .. i muz stop being lazy and stop sleeping so much .. muz study MUZ STUDY !.. jia lat lar .. hai ..

gaming gaming gaming ..

2007-09-20T09:42:00.000-07:00

today i sleep and sleep all day long .. went to baby house in the MORNING .. to see him play 2MOONS .. and he level-up really very fast .. stupid boy .. he teach me how to play 2MOONS too .. so that he can rest .. and i can help him train .. cunning huh he .. lols .. in the afternoon zhan kor came to baby house .. we take turn to play 2MOONS and zhan kor PSP .. play until his PSP low batt .. and then i fell asleep until 8plus then wakeup .. and see baby still sitting infront of his com play until so happy .. lols ..

baby today sing one stupid song for me .. it goes like this "wishy washy lady .. stting on the wall .. one call yeeling one call timothy" .. and .. end of the song .. so sweet and stupid of him .. really love him lots .. :D

at night went to kopitam to have dinner .. thanks to baby .. i miss half an hour of my 9 o'clock show on channel 8 and my incredible tales .. i attitude him .. he's abit pissed off too .. but he still coax me .. my attitude is like so fuck-up lar .. poor him .. got to ta han me .. sorry baby .. tml he's going to work .. but we will still be meet-ing each other .. cause i will MISS HIM LOTS !.. so good of him .. he tml work and get pay tml also .. he say dinner and cab fare on me baby .. he's so good .. he's my BEST boyfriend ehs .. muacks .. ILOVEYOU <3

busy day ..

2007-09-19T11:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm .. today is like so rush for me .. cause i decided to chushi last min .. went to school early in the morning take my exam for half an hour ,, went to cafe one and have a quick breakfast with my girls .. went home to change quickly .. tired !.. and my brother zhen hui come and fetch me to shiguan with his bike .. he drove so fast that i almost fell off from his bike .. he was so called "racing" with his another friend on straight road .. idoit him .. guess what ?.. everyone was so surprise to see NIGEL in shiguan to help us chushi .. lols .. cool nigel .. :) .. chushi until 5plus then reach baby house .. bath and i doze off when watching baby and zhan yan play TWO MOONS .. today chushi i did take some picture .. but lazy to upload .. :(( ..

quarrel with baby today .. he lecture me until i really got nothing to say .. and i must say his the nicest boyfriend i ever had .. he gave in to me in the end althou its my fault .. BUT .. of course i did realised my mistake .. IM SORRY BABY ! i loveyou .. i hurt his little finger today :(( .. hope you are all right my dear .. muacks ~

so tired today .. hais ~ baby is going to bbdc on friday .. no one pei me ler .. :( hope he change his mind and go on another day when im busy ?.. :) .. so bad of me .. its time to go to bed .. goodnight .. :))

stupid day indeed ..

2007-09-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

today is indeed a STUPID day .. i woke up early in the morning to go school for lesson .. but in the end .. i went in the school .. have breakfast at cafe one .. slack awhile .. and GO HOME .. really waste my time .. :(

went home have a rest ,, as usual take cab to baby house .. saw zhan kor playing my o2jam .. lols .. so funny .. baby and him is trying to complete a mission .. but they played the same song for many times but fail .. BUT .. with baby pro skill ,, he still managed to complete that silly mission .. :) .. after i played one round of game .. we went down to westplaza to meet NICK !.. and surprisingly we saw vernon kor too .. nick grew fatter !.. haharr .. but still look thin .. lols .. vernon kor .. b'come so dai with his stupid short hair .. he's so funny .. he was playing his PSP till he was so pissed off jus because he cant kill a BIRD .. lols .. zhan kor took out his PSP and play also .. and the PSP got into my baby hand .. thats it .. it will be never ending .. zhan , nick and him take turns to play a musical game .. play until so kpkb cus they cant pass .. haharr .. after a while .. ronald came and meet us too with his new bike .. his bike is nice ehs .. so long dint see some of them .. and they really change in their looks and mind-set .. :)

zhan kor was so addicted to his PSP

nick and me

ronald and his KAWASKI bike .. so nice ..

snap shot nick .. heh heh ..

went home to pack all my cosmetics and nail polish .. so tired .. and still have to study tml SLO exam .. STRESS .. argh ~ hmmm .. still thinking if i should chushi tml ?.. should i ?.. or should i not ?.. hmmm ..

wee ~ finally .

2007-09-17T11:47:00.001-07:00

wee .. finally i completed my blog .. haharr .. this is my second blog .. and no ones know about my first blog that i created long time ago .. thats show i can really hide huh .. lols .. hmmmm .. my first blog is so ugly and is in a mess ,, so i decided to keep it to myself .. or not people view my blog and they sure give a big luff ..

anyway .. today is a tiring day .. i get to bed at 4am in the morning .. and get up at 845am in the morning to prepare for school .. my hours of sleep is so unhealthy .. feel like getting more sleep .. but my stupid friend mandy msg me to warn me to go to school ,, or i will get it from her .. so i left with no choice but to get up .. as usual im late .. and she waited for me at the bus-stop .. im sorry mandy :( .. dont mean to .. went up to lecture hall .. and i realise i've to thanks my dear mandy .. today lesson is about giving hint for the up-coming class test .. its so impt .. lucky i dint miss it .. haharr .. and a good news for today is .. i PASS my salon operation .. so surprise .. cus i dint study .. althou pass but i dint get a good grade .. nvm .. i will study for the progress test on wednesday ..

me and my stupid bestfriend mandy

after that my stupid baby come and meet me under my block downstair .. so sweet of him .. as usual we take cab to his house .. he was hungry and want to eat .. thinking to eat chicken rice .. but unluckily it dint open today .. so sad .. so we went to the bread shop to buy bread pizza .. while eating the bread pizza ,, he was imagining it would be so good if it is pizza from pizza hut ?.. so cute of him .. and .. guess what we have for dinner ?.. baby's mummy brought us PIZZA but not from pizza hut but its the pizza we were imagining in the afternoon .. yummy ..

oops .. before i forget .. this blog was created with the help of URANIA and ESTHER .. thanks girls ..